somehow it never
seemed to distract him —
Keats waved his hand up and down in front of her face.
“Sorry,” Plath said, and snapped back to reality. “I was consider-
ing. The boat. Yeah, it was both crude and ineffectual.”
“Armstrong wouldn’t come at us that way,” he said. “If they knew
where we were, they’d deploy nanobots. There have been servants in
and out of the house, we had a doctor in when I got food poisoning;
there were opportunities for infestation.”
“Or they could have targeted some of Stern’s people and bounced
the nanobots to us from them. I mean, if you know where two mem-
bers of BZRK are, you try to wire them, you don’t try to kill them.” She glanced over her shoulder upon saying the word BZRK , pronounced
with vowels intact: “Berserk.”
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Keats nodded, tore off another piece of bread, sopped up more
gravy, and popped it in his mouth. Plath could imagine the scene
down at the m-sub. The teeth would be impossibly huge, scaly not
smooth, massive mountainous gray boulders dropping from the sky
and rising from below to crush and—
I have to stop this. I have to get control of my thoughts.
Too easy to let that consciousness of another universe take over
her mind. Too easy to go from distraction to revulsion. She had to be
able to be with another human being without always picturing that
other, stranger reality.
“Maybe it was something totally different,” Noah suggested.
“Maybe there was a fuel leak on the boat. Maybe we’re just overreact-
ing.”
“Maybe,” Plath said. “But our time in the Garden of Eden had
to end eventually. We had to go back. We’re supposed to be running
things.”
Keats met her gaze and shook his head slowly. “No, not we. You,
Sadie.” Then with a wry smile he corrected himself. “You, Plath .”
She could have said that they were partners. She could have said
that obviously he was as important as she was.
But she had not told him about the message from Lear telling her
to get back in the game. The message she had ignored for days.
She wondered if she should tell him now.
But instead she copied him and mopped up some gravy. She
didn’t have time to worry about tending to Keats’s ego. Her mind was
filling with the implications of the suspicion that they were being
shepherded.
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MICHAEL GRANT
Driven.
Manipulated.
Anthony Elder, who had once used the name Bug Man, was shopping
for onions at Tesco. Not just onions, there were other things on the
list, too. But it was onions that somehow irritated him.
Nutella
Beans
Bread
Pasta (store brand, nothing fancy)
Mushrooms (fresh, button, 1/2 pound)
Cheerios
2 oranges
3 onions (the white kind)
Three onions. The white kind.
This was his life. Again. His mother was already on him about
going back to school. To school !
“You don’t want to go on neglecting your education, Anthony.
That’s most likely why you were let go.”
Let go.
Well, no, Mum, I wasn’t exactly let go. I ran for my life—flew for
it, actually, all the way back to England—after my mistakes caused
the American president to blow her brains out in front of the whole
world. It wasn’t because I couldn’t conjugate French verbs or recall the
date of the Battle of Hastings.
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He didn’t say that to his mother, of course.
He walked down the cereals aisle searching for Cheerios, maneu-
vering around a woman who was pushing both a baby buggy and a
shopping cart. He found the cereal, puzzled for a moment over what
size box he should be getting. His mother would chide him no matter
what he chose.
Small, then. Easier to carry home. Less chance of catching some
smart remarks from passing thugs.
He’d been on top of the world. Now he was self-conscious about
being seen by others his age, struggling with plastic bags of pasta and
Nutella and onions. The white kind.
A pretty girl coming toward him looked right through him as