back to Ono-Sendai months ago. But maybe they did get the pirateâs broadcast, because nobodyâs come looking for me yet, and itâs been nearly a year. If they do come, theyâll have a long climb up through the dark, past Dogâs sentries, and I donât look much like Eddie Bax these days.I let Molly take care of that, with a local anesthetic. And my new teeth have almost grown in.
I decided to stay up here. When I looked out across the Killing Floor, before he came, I saw how hollow I was. And I knew I was sick of being a bucket. So now I climb down and visit Jones, almost every night.
Weâre partners now, Jones and I, and Molly Millions, too. Molly handles our business in the Drome. Jones is still in Funland, but he has a bigger tank, with fresh seawater trucked in once a week. And he has his junk, when he needs it. He still talks to the kids with his frame of lights, but he talks to me on a new display unit in a shed that I rent there, a better unit than the one he used in the navy.
And weâre all making good money, better money than I made before, because Jonesâs Squid can read the traces of anything that anyone ever stored in me, and he gives it to me on the display unit in languages I can understand. So weâre learning a lot about all my former clients. And one day Iâll have a surgeon dig all the silicon out of my amygdalae, and Iâll live with my own memories and nobody elseâs, the way other people do. But not for a while.
In the meantime itâs really okay up here, way up in the dark, smoking a Chinese filtertip and listening to the condensation that drips from the geodesics. Real quiet up here â unless a pair of Lo Teks decide to dance on the Killing Floor.
Itâs educational, too. With Jones to help me figure things out, Iâm getting to be the most technical boy in town.
The Gernsback Continuum
Mercifully, the whole thing is starting to fade, to become an episode. When I do still catch the odd glimpse, itâs peripheral; mere fragments of mad-doctor chrome, confining themselves to the corner of the eye. There was that flying-wing liner over San Francisco last week, but it was almost translucent. And the shark-fin roadsters have gotten scarcer, and freeways discreetly avoid unfolding themselves into the gleaming eighty-lane monsters I was forced to drive last month in my rented Toyota. And I know that none of it will follow me to New York; my vision is narrowing to a single wavelength of probability. Iâve worked hard for that. Television helped a lot.
I suppose it started in London, in that bogus Greek taverna in Battersea Park Road, with lunch on Cohenâs corporate tab. Dead steam-table food and it took them thirty minutes to find an ice bucket for the retsina. Cohen works for Barris-Watford, who publish big, trendy âtradeâ paperbacks: illustrated histories of the neon sign, the pinball machine, the windup toys of Occupied Japan. Iâd gone over to shoot a series of shoe ads; California girls with tanned legs and frisky Day-Glo jogging shoes had capered for me down the escalators of St Johnâs Wood and across the platforms of Tooting Bec. A lean and hungry young agency had decided that the mystery of London Transport would sell waffle-tread nylon runners. They decide; I shoot. And Cohen, whom I knew vaguely from the old days in New York, had invited me to lunch the day before I was due out of Heathrow. He broughtalong a very fashionably dressed young woman named Dialta Downes, who was virtually chinless and evidently a noted pop-art historian. In retrospect, I see her walking in beside Cohen under a floating neon sign that flashes THIS WAY LIES MADNESS in huge sans-serif capitals.
Cohen introduced us and explained that Dialta was the prime mover behind the latest Barris-Watford project, an illustrated history of what she called âAmerican Streamlined Moderne.â Cohen called it âraygun Gothic.â
Eleanor Coerr, Ronald Himler