says.
Thatâs why it was such a shock. Denny had never thrown that at me. Not in all his ten years. Ever.
I took two cups of tea upstairs. Mumâs door was propped open and she was sitting up in bed. I could see she was halfway through her brick of a book. I put the tea down on her bedside table.
âThanks, love.â She looked at me, and patted the bed next to her. So I put Sashaâs tea down and slid into Mumâs bed.
She put the book down, spread flat so as not to lose her place. âAre things OK?â
âYeah,â I said. ââCourse.â I put my head down on her shoulder, shut my eyes and breathed her in.
When Mum first started work driving the buses, I had this stupid idea that she would come home smelling of buses and not of Mum. You know that smell? That sort of sun-through-scratched-windows-and-old-chips-and-fizzy-drink kind of smell. She never did, obviously.
âAre you still checking I donât smell of bus?â she said.
I smiled.
âEverythingâs all right, isnât it?â Mum said. She smoothed the hair away from my forehead with her hand. âOh, I wouldnât be your age again for any money,â she said. âThirteen!â There was a sort of sad laugh in her voice, like she was remembering.
I shut my eyes. It was lovely lying there, listening to her voice.
âYou know youâre really lucky, you are,â Mum went on. âA gang of good friends, I mean, Christinaâsalmost like another sister to you...â
I moved away and sat up. I didnât want to think about it and most of all I didnât want Mum worrying about something that had happened ages ago and was most definitely old news....
âItâs all cool, Mum.â I smiled and picked up Sashaâs tea. âSâbrilliant about Denny, isnât it?â
âSeren?â she said, and her voice sounded a little bit too sad for my liking.
âMum, really. Itâs all good. Better than good. Iâm making a film with Keithâ¦â
âKeith? Thatâs great!â
âIâm fine,â I said, and smiled wide to prove it. Then I scurried out and was across the landing and back in our room before she could say anything else.
âSasha. Sash!â I nudged my sister awake. âYou promised.â
âPromised what?â she mumbled.
âTo get up, remember? I said it was a surprise. And look, remember that top you were on about? Well, clever Seren found it for you.â
Sasha hugged me.
We got to the shop just in time. As we rounded thecorner I got a text from Keith. The
Paradise
has mirror glass windows so you canât see in.
L HERE, read the text. BUT OTHRS WTH HIM.
I put my arm through Sashaâs.
âIs this the surprise?â she said, taking her sunglasses off.
âNo, I just need somethingâ¦â
Sashaâs phone rang. I knew it was Fay because Sashaâs got a special ringtone for her, that number one by the American girl singer, the one with the voice that does all those wobbly bits. Loud. Very loud. Sasha unhooked herself from me and answered.
âGotta get this, Ser.â Sasha had saved up for one of those new phones with touch screens and everything, and she loves it almost as much as she loves Luke Beckford.
Sasha was soon having an even louder conversation with Fay, while staring at herself in the mirror glass of the supermarket. I had to go in, and she had to come with me. I walked to the shop entrance. I could see Keith at the till, pointing round the corner to the cereal aisle. I really didnât want Sasha doing the girly phone thing in front of all those boys. Not cool.
I snuck in and saw Jamie Kendrick, who is six-foot-something and the school goalie, towering overthe top of the aisle. He hadnât seen me. I could hear them chatting and laughing.
My mind was racing. It was going to be hard to get Luke to notice Sasha when he was with his mates. I
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