and my best friend, Holly Wilson, a petite, polished redhead from Tennessee. A dozen members of the Sandham Swift team and crew were elbow-to-elbow in the crowded room with at least a hundred other members or fans of the racing world.
My head hurt. âPlease tell me I didnât really say âredneck.â Tell me I didnât lose my temper at a fan for the first time ever.â
âYou sure did.â Mike smacked his lips as he polished off his second Leinenkugel lager.
Tom nodded. âIt was quite a speech. As your team publicity guy, I have to say it was ill-advised.â
I dropped my head into my hands and groaned.
âBut as your friend,â Tom went on, âyour response was magnificent.â
I looked up in surprise. âReally?â
âI have to agree, sugar,â Holly said. âIt was a moment of glory. I wish Iâd been there to see it, though at least Iâve caught it on the news three timesâmake that four.â She pointed a red-tipped finger to a television mounted above the bar. âIn some ways itâs a feminist battle cry. In other waysâ¦you called him a redneck.â
âI didnât, exactly.â I caught her look. âMaybe no one will notice.â
To ignore their pitying expressions, I studied the history around us. âSiebkensâ referred to the Siebkens Inn, where I was staying that weekend, a collection of white, two-story clapboard buildings, originally built in the early 1900s and clustered together on a single, large block. But Siebkens also referred to the Tavern, properly the Stop-Inn Tavern, famous as the best bar on the racing circuit.
Drivers and fans had come to Elkhart Lake, Wisconsin, since the 1950s for great motor racing, and theyâd been showing up to Siebkens every bit as long. Newer, trendier hotels and resorts appeared over the years, but the racing world had never deserted Siebkens and its Tavern. Everyone in racing had been to the bar at least once to meet friends, order a pub meal, and down a beer or twoâand everyone at a race weekend showed up there, too.
The Tavernâs décor bore witness to its colorful history. The walls, ceiling, and pillars were plastered with bumper stickers, flags, signs, and any other racing-related item that could be stuck or pinned. I liked to sit where I could see the âSandham Swift Racingâ sticker Mike and I had posted and signed the previous year.
But this time I was glad to be sitting with my back to the Tavernâs north wall, near the steps leading to the screened porch, able to watch the room. The reception Iâd received so far from the racing world was mixed. Some people were openly supportive, such as the other drivers and crew from Sandham Swift and my friends sitting with me. Two or three individuals, including a prototypically East Coast preppy guy, were outright angry. If looks could kill, Iâd be bleeding on the floor of a thousand wounds. I tried to ignore those.
Much of the response was cautious, with the most speculative looks coming from four guys standing together: Felix Simon, two print journalists, and Scott Brooklyn, who reported for SPEED when he couldnât drum up a driving gig. The public might think Iâd wrecked Miles on purpose, ignoring or not knowing wrecking was the last thing a racer set out to do. But other drivers and teams in the ALMSâeven the mediaâwould know I didnât crash deliberately. Instead, theyâd be asking themselves if I was good enough. If Iâd been unable to handle the pressure, the weather, and the celebrity driver. Was this a one-time thing, or had Kate choked?
Iâd finally seen a replay of the accident, which showed Miles and me in our cars, ricocheting like pinballs between the concrete walls of the Kink, racking up damage instead of high score. The video confirmed my growing suspicion, and race controlâs determination, that Miles and I shared fault for