werenât for the nationally televised service, her respect for other church members, and the fact that, despite her resentment for her parentsâ twisted way of non-parenting, she still honored them as her elders and providers and was a true believer herselfâin God, not religion. If she could, she was sure sheâd have twisted her eyes in their sockets until she looked like something from a sci-fi movie trying to hypnotize someone. After that, she definitely would have stood up in front of the pulpit, hiked up her dress, bent over, and then patted her behindâinviting all the hypocrites to kiss where her father was doing any and everything he could to prevent the sun from shining. She glanced back over her shoulder one last time, wondering if she should just go for it. After all, she was going to hell anyway. Thatâs what heâd told her this morning before church when he caught her singing a âworldlyâ song about love, but Patience knew better. Her father was just mad because he felt the songâs artist had abandoned religious musicâand his churchâfor an R & B music career.
âItâs easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than a rich man . . .â her fatherâs melodic voice began preaching Matthewâs gospel.
Patience rose up on her knees then, grinning and clapping, looking as if she were participating in the service. Well, at least Iâm not going to hell alone. Daddy, youâre coming too. Youâre filthy rich, filthy, and rich. Three different things, Daddy. Three. She looked out into the congregation, searching for her older sisters, Hope and Faith, hoping they hadnât left yet. They had driven a separate car and were her ticket to leaving early. She didnât want to stay for six or seven hours more, then have dinner with a bunch of hangers-on who probably wouldnât give their family the time of day if her father wasnât famous.
Her eyes scanned the crowd before landing on a familiar face. A person sheâd been warned to stay away fromâthe daughter of the singer with the beautiful voice sheâd been chastised for listening to this morning. Her one and only best friend in the whole world, Silky.
Silky cut her eyes at Patience and motioned her head toward an exit, then pointed ever so slightly. She shrugged.
Patience took the hint, faintly nodded and held up her hand. She splayed her fingers and rocked side to side to the rhythm of the soft music wafting from the speakers. To anyone else it wouldâve appeared that she was just feeling the spirit and the beautiful music, but she was signaling to Silky that sheâd meet her by the exit in five minutes.
Pushing through the heavy door as quietly and inconspicuously as she could, Patience almost screamed when she saw her best friend standing on the other side. When the door closed behind her and she was sure no one was watching, she grabbed Silky and wrapped her in a bear hug.
âWhereâve you been?â Patience asked, near squealing.
Silky jumped up and down, her voice rising like a stuck pig. âOh God!â She grabbed Patienceâs cheeks in her hands. âI missed you, girl. Why havenât you returned my calls?â She slapped her thigh when she asked her question, an indication that she was serious.
âI didnât know you called.â No one told her Silky had phoned, but it didnât surprise her. Her sisters had their respective cells and she didnât. Anyone who called her would have to get past her parents or the house staff. And if the bishop said not to put Silky through, the staff wasnât going to risk their jobs.
âWhat you mean? Never mind. Girl, Iâve been calling and calling and calling. Iâve been on the road with my mom since itâs summertime. I even tried to Skype you. Bishop still wonât let you sign up for it, huh? No Facebook or nothing?â She shrugged.