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shit…I’m naked ! I looked next to me and bit my lip to keep from gasping. My face turned blistering hot.
    Chase was naked too.
    Oh my god. What the hell had I done? I tried to remember. I went out with him to a nice dinner, which was amazing and it tasted great. Then, we went to the club and I did have a couple of drinks. After that, it started to go hazy. I didn’t remember leaving the club or arriving at the hotel.
    Holy shit. I had sex with Chase. I had sex with a fucking rock star on the second date.
    I wanted to blame him, to say it was all his fault for getting me wasted and then taking advantage of me. I knew better than that. It was all on me. I could’ve stopped drinking. After all, I knew I was a lightweight. I hadn’t drank like that in about two years. That had been my first and last party.
    This was all my fault. Now I totally looked like a whore. Just like all the other groupies that threw themselves at him. A girl like me would never do something like this. Here I was with all the evidence in front of me. Oh shit…how do I get out of this? My logical side was telling me to suck it up…I would just have to suffer the consequences. 
    What was I supposed to do now? The last thing I’ll be is some rock star’s little whore!
     
     

Chapter Five
     
    Lila
    Holy shit! What did I do? Just what the hell did I do?  
    I was completely out of line. I didn’t know what to think of myself. I had sex with a man I barely knew and after only the second date! This was something one of the school whores would do, or at least something Natalie would do. I couldn’t believe that I stooped that low. I knew that I did it because I was an idiot and got drunk. I wasn’t thinking of what this would mean for me.
    “Stupid,” I whispered aloud.
    I was so fucking stupid. That word rang in my head like the alarm it should have been before I had slurped down so much alcohol. I had told myself I wasn’t going to get crazy during my college years like every other girl on the planet. I wanted to have a normal life. I wanted to be one of those girls who could stay a single woman and not get tied up in the whole sex-crazed thing during their college years. I always looked down on girls who decided to date in college or go crazy like that. It never turned out good. Now, I was just like them. I was a fucking whore who fucked a man that I barely knew. I didn’t know how to get rid of the aching feeling in my gut. 
    Oh God…and he’s a rock star who’s had too many whores. Ugh!
    I felt so ashamed. It was pathetic that I did something like that. There was no way to get rid of the issue now. I bet it was damn good, like I’d never had before. Oh, shut up, stupid. You had it once before. I remembered that my first time was horrible. I only did it in order to make my boyfriend happy. I had been scared he would cheat on me. He still cheated on me afterwards. Sometimes, I just couldn’t win.
    I looked over at Chase and tried to figure out what to do next. As much as I wanted to talk to him about this, I knew I had to give the man some space. It would be best for both of us if I just left him alone right now. I mean, I had his number and knew I could text him whenever the hell I felt like it. I started to quietly put on my clothes, making sure that I didn’t wake him up. He probably felt as tired and dead as I felt. I didn’t really want to talk to him right now anyway. I would just leave and talk to him later. It would be better this way.
    I looked back at Chase and saw him sleeping. Even though I did have my qualms about dating him and what happened last night, I had to admit he looked sexy as hell when he slept. He had such an innocent face, and it was almost like what happened last night was a dream. I didn’t really know what to do about it except to just get out and try to figure the solution out later.
    I slipped out of his room, thinking about how I didn’t want it to be the last time I saw him. I headed to the