on it every chance you could get. Youâre the reason sheâs dead. You and Edna. â He pronounced Bruceâs wifeâs name with the disdain he believed it deserved.
âIâm not the one who encouraged your mother to come to America. That was her decision. And I never promised her more than I gave her. I provided work, thatâs all. It was as good a job as she could get anywhere.â
âYou gave her a baby, thatâs what you gave her,â Roderick growled. âA baby she struggled to take care of, along with her little brother.â That brother had returned to Mexico not long before Carolinaâs death. Roderick had lost touch with him, but he thought about Arturo often. From time to time, he considered looking him up. He would have done it, except he was afraid Arturo was dead from some drug deal gone awry. Heâd caused a lot of trouble before he left. Chances were that if heâd survived, he wasnât on the right side of the law. He was one of those restless spirits who could never find peace. At least, that was what his mother had always said.
âI gave her some moneyâ¦now and then,â his father said.
Rod was surprised he didnât mention how hard heâd tried to persuade her to get an abortion. Or the money heâd offered her in those early years to leave the ranch, leave Bordertown. âSoâ¦what? You paid her medical expenses and gave her a few bucks to help feed the kid you fathered? That means you deserve a medal?â
âNo, no, youâre right. IâI didnât do enough. Iâm sorry about that.â
âLifeâs a bitch, Mr. Dunlap. Babies donât go away just because you regret making them.â Especially if the mother refused to get an abortion and refused to give up hope that her child would someday be accepted.
âI donât regret you. I regret how selfishly I acted. I wasâ¦scared. I didnât want what Iâd done to cost me my wife and family.â
Roderick rolled his eyes. âOr your inheritance.â
âMy father wouldnât have been sympathetic. Times were different back then. I know itâs hard for you to understand, but itâs true.â
Bruce, Sr., had never once acknowledged Rod, even when his mother made it a point to cross his path and say, âThatâs your grandpa.â She was so proud of her son she couldnât understand why the male Dunlaps, at least, couldnât see things her way. It was the male Dunlaps who, in her mind, held the power and controlled the money.
âI wish I could go back and do things differently,â his father said. âBut itâs too late for that. I donât expect you to forgive me.â
Roderick glanced at his watch. âThen why are you calling?â
Bruce sighed. âSome racist son of bitch is killing illegal immigrants as they come over the border. Shooting them at point-blank range and leaving their bodies to rot.â
âThe only racist son of a bitch I know is you. Besides your father. But heâs not around anymore.â
There was a moment of silence. One that told Rod heâd hit his target. Then his father said, âI deserve that.So would he, if he was alive. But this isnât about me. Or him. I think this case is more than the local police can handle. They donât have the funding, the manpower or the experience to deal with it. Iâm afraid a lot of people will wind up dead if we donât get some help.â
Noise, coming from the reception area, indicated the other operatives were returning from lunch, so Rod stepped into the conference room Milt had just vacated and shut the door. He was acting tough, but speaking to his father shook him, made him feel like a little boy again. A hurt little boy. And the hurt resurrected the anger heâd shoved down deep inside. News of the killings brought that anger back, too. He kept imagining women like his mother creeping