inwardly as she dispensed shoulder taps to the people who knelt by the pews nearest the aisle. When the woman noticed Lloyd she shouted, âWelcome, soldier,â above the other hubbub and walked up to him, hand extended.
Startled, Lloyd shook the hand and said, âIâm P.F.C. Hopkins. Iâm here on a mission of mercy for one of your parishioners.â
The woman dropped Lloydâs hand and said, âIâm Sister Sylvia. This church is strictly for the Afro-American folk, but tonight is sort of special. Did you come to pray for the victims of this Armageddon? Do that be your mission?â
Lloyd shook his head. âNo, I came to ask a favor. Famous Johnson is dead. Before he died, he asked me to come here and tell you to sell his belongings so he can have a proper burial. He told me you know the address of his place in Long Beach and his birthdate. He wants a nice headstone. He told me to tell you he loves Jesus.â Lloyd was startled to see Sister Sylvia shaking her head ironically, a grin starting to form at the corners of her mouth. âI donât think itâs funny,â he said.
âYou donât!â Sister Sylvia bellowed. âWell, I does! Famous Johnson was trash, young white man! He deserved to be called what he wasâa nigger! And that room in Long Beach? That nothing but fantasy! Famous Johnson lived out of his car, with his sin things in the back seat! He used to come by this church for the donuts and coffee, but that all! Famous Johnson didnât have nothinâ to sell!â
âBut Iâ¦â
âYou comes with me, young man. I shows you, so you forget all about In-famous Johnson with a clean conscience.â
Lloyd decided not to protest; he wanted to see the fat womanâs definition of sin.
It was a high-finned, chopped and lowered 1947 Cadillac, what Crazy Tom would have called a âCoon-Mobile.â
Lloyd flashed his light into the back seat as Sister Sylvia stood triumphantly next to him, legs spread stolidly, her arms wrapped around her midsection in an âI told you soâ attitude. He swung the door open. The tuck and roll upholstered seats were covered with empty soda pop bottles and pornographic photographs, most of them depicting Negro couples engaged in fellatio. Lloyd felt a sudden wave of pity; the sucker and suckee were overweight and middle-aged, and the tawdriness of the photos was a far cry from the Playboy magazines he had collected since high school. He didnât want it to be; it was too rotten a legacy for any human being.
âI told you so!â Sister Sylvia barked. âThis is In-famous Johnsonâs house! You gonna sell them pictures and return them empties, and get you a fast dollar ninety-eight, which ainât gonna get you nothinâ but two bottles oâ T-Bird to pour over In-famousâs pauper grave!â
Lloyd shook his head. Radio noise from a block away pounded him, causing the whole ugly moment to sway in his vision. âBut you donât understand, maâam,â he said. âFamous entrusted this job to me. Itâs my job. Itâs my duty. Itâs myâ¦â
âI donât wanna hear nothinâ âbout that sinner! You hears me? I wouldnât bury that trash in our cemetery for all the tea in China. You hears me?â Sister Sylvia didnât wait for an answer; she strode angrily back in the direction of her church, leaving Lloyd alone on the sidewalk, wishing the gunshots in the distance would escalate to the point where they drowned out the radio noise.
He sat down on the curb and thought of the two wretched people in the photographs, and of Janice who wouldnât blow him, but who did the final deed on their first date two weeks before high school graduation, leaving Lloyd Hopkins, Marshall High Class of â59, aglow with wonder at the love in his future. Now, six years later, Lloyd Hopkins, summa cum laude graduate of Stanford
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