reply – Why what is he going to do?
Pick us up, Mom
No, whenever I ask him to do pick you girls up, to help with anything, he says, he used to do it 25 years ago, his time is done!
We all looked at each other and said in uniform – Typical Pa
For once, I make an effort, I am not sure what it is and everyone notices the difference in my swing. I have been writing the last few weeks on ICQ.com and think I have met a friend. At first it was weird, because I had a few friends. Actually too many I could not keep up.
There was NiceGuy4U, he was living a dream, and he kept talking about world peace and how he was at peace with the world, quit his high powered job, and he was travelling round the world, living a dream. No children, no responsibility, he could afford to do so. He did have some interesting stories to tell especially in Asia. I did not know if he was making them up or just fantasying, it was hard to figure out. Also, some of it sounded like he was using the movie The Last King of Scotland, I watched it twice and his life sounded exactly the same as the movie!
Then, there was Desire, with a name like that how could I resist. I had to figure out, why he was such a catch. Also, it slowly dawned on me, if he was such a catch, why was he in this chat room. And I soon figured out, the arrogant name matched the arrogant personality. I had visions of an averaged 90 year old, writing and calling himself, that because they believed they were a catch!
Also, Badboy-40, I am not sure why I started talking to him. He used to talk to others in this general room and I liked what he had to say. He seemed like he was living for the moment. Which did not make sense that he was after a partner on the chat room or so he claims? We did discuss the size of his balls, the size of my chest and the size of his balls. We talked dirty, I di d not even know I had it in me, but he showed me, I sure did! And man did it feel so good. Too good!
And, Handsome man, who could resist with a name like that. Apart from the fact that he said I need a girl, and in time I found out it was a girl he wanted. I was too old for him. Worst part, we were the same age, or so he said, who knows what was true and what was not true. When, I told him my age, he kindly replied, he is not interested in geriatrics!
Finally, there was LonelySingle, who I think simply wanted to be a friend. It was not the most inventive name but it was the name that intrigued you. Also, he intrigued me, he seemed gentle and shy, not extravagant and a person that loved life. Maybe someone I needed in my life.
It was a strange feeling. I mean apart from at work, outside of work, I never really spent any time on the Internet. Now, I found myself engrossed in a world of technology. I was not naïve I knew that on the other side, there could be a man, who was fat, ugly and probably on his last legs. But, I realised, one thing, I had attention and I loved it.
I remember one time not going online for all of 5 hours. As soon as I got online, I had messages asking we were waiting for you, where were you. And you stay on long tonight. I cannot remember the last time a man even said that to me, or even displayed any interest in my whereabouts.
I cannot remember the last time; any man has had a discussion with me about what I was doing or what I had done that day. I never had that with Tom and the whole chat dating, was really changing my life, made me realise all the things I had taken for granted, and I was ignoring, were important to me, and I had to start realising what I wanted in life, and then I could start to appreciate what I wanted in a man.
Those days were long gone, so it was a nice feeling. Thinking about what I was going to wear. Being complemented on the way I looked today. My coffee shop friend did the other day and it made me feel good all day long. Even Jessica did at