in his journal about it. Did everything but talk about it.
Not even to Jill. Jack and Jill had sworn an oath years ago to tell each other everything, no secrets. Not one. But that was before Jack got sick. That was back when they were two peas in a pod. Alike in everything, except that Jack was a boy and Jill was a girl. Back then, back when theyâd made that pact, they were just kids. You could barely tell one from the other except in the bath.
Years ago. A lifetime ago, as Jack saw it.
The sickness changed everything. There were some secrets the dying were allowed to keep to themselves.
Jack watched the Doppler radar of the coming storm and smiled. He had an earbud nestled into one ear and was also listening to Magic Marti on the radio. She was hypedabout the storm too, sounding as excited as Jack felt.
âDespite heavy winds, the storm front is slowing down and looks like itâs going to park right on the Maryland/Pennsylvania border, with Stebbins County taking the brunt of it. Theyâre calling for torrential rains and strong winds, along with severe flooding. And hereâs a twist . . . even though this is a November storm, warm air masses from the south are bringing significant lightning, and so far there have been several serious strikes. Air traffic is being diverted around the storm.â
Jack nodded along with her words as if it was music playing in his ear.
Big storm. Big flood?
He hoped so.
The levees along the river were half-assed, or at least thatâs how Dad always described them.
âWouldnât take much more than a good piss to flood âem out,â Dad was fond of saying, and he said it every time they got a bad storm. The levees never flooded out, and Jack wondered if this was the sort of thing people said to prevent something bad from happening. Like telling an actor to break a leg.
On the TV they showed the levees, and a guy described as a civil engineer puffed out his chest and said that Pennsylvania levees were much better than the kind that had failed in Louisiana. Stronger, better maintained.
Jack wondered what Dad would say about that. Dad wasnât much for the kind of experts news shows trotted out. âBunch of pansy-ass know-nothings.â
The news people seemed to agree, because after thesegment with the engineer, the anchor with the plastic hair pretty much tore down everything the man had to say.
âAlthough the levees in Stebbins County are considered above average for the region, the latest computer models say that this storm is only going to get stronger.â
Jack wasnât sure if that was a logical statement, but he liked its potential. The storm was getting bigger, and that was exciting.
But again he wondered what it would be like to have all that waterâthat great, heaving mass of coldnessâcome crashing in through all the windows and doors. Jackâs bedroom was on the ground floor, a concession to how easily he got tired climbing steps. The house was 115 years old. It creaked in a light wind. No way it could stand up to a million gallons of water, Jack was positive of that.
If it happened, he wondered what he would do.
Stay here in his room and let the house fall down around him.
No, that sounded like it would hurt. Jack could deal with painâhe had toâbut he didnât like it.
Maybe he could go into the living room and wait for it. On the couch, or on the floor in front of the TV. If the TV and the power were still on. Just sit there and wait for the black tide to come calling.
How quick would it be?
Would it hurt to drown?
Would he be scared?
Sure, but rotting was worse.
He munched a palmful of Cheerios and prayed that the river would come for him.
2
âMom said I canât stay home today,â grumped Jill as she came into Jackâs room. She dropped her book bag on the floor and kicked it.
âWhy not?â
âShe said the weathermanâs never right. She said the