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surface.”
    “Kristen plans on staying so she can see what Billy’s life was like here. Alannah’s offered to meet up with her again,” I tell him with slight anticipation. This isn’t the news he wants to hear right now.
    “Has she now? I’m startin’ to think we’re never goin’ to be able to move on from the shit Michael left for us,” he sighs heavily.
    “We’ve had a quiet year brother, eventually she’ll move on and Alannah will too.”
    “If it weren’t for her fuckin’ guilt it wouldn’t matter if Kristen stayed or not.”
    “Do you need me to do anything?”
    He sits there quiet for a moment before replying.
    “Can you keep an eye on Kristen? It’s not like she’s unwelcome around here but I don’t want her gettin’ too close. In the meantime, I’ll talk to Lana again. I’ve got something that will take her mind off Billy for a while.”
    I sat in the backroom long after Cas left. My sinking mood was slowly lifting the more I thought about it.
    Keeping an eye on Kristen would involve spending time with her. I could find out exactly who she is.
    I quickly leave the backroom and go in search for Sparky. Thankfully, he’s still here sitting at the bar with Oak and Pope.
    “Hey brother, you remember when I helped find you that house your old lady loves so much and you said you owed me one?”
    Sparky nods.
    “I’m pullin’ it in. I need your old lady’s mad cookin’ skills.”
    He looks confused but he pulls out his phone and makes sure she isn’t busy.
     
     
    Cas
     
    After talking with Slade I went in search for Lana. After a quick scan of the bar with no sign of her, I headed for the office. Now we have our own place she doesn’t go to my old room here. She’s never felt comfortable in there since she saw me with Danni.
    When I open the door she is sitting at my desk and staring off into nothing. She’s thinking so intensely she doesn’t notice me. I haven’t seen her this pale and shaken for months. Every now and then she’ll go quiet and I know she’s remembering the night Hunter took her. After everything she has been through she has come so far. I’ll be fucked if I let this Kristen and her kid make her feel worse. Don’t get me wrong, I feel for the kid not having a father but what’s done is done. If I could change what happened and bring Billy back I would, but I can’t.
    Apart from my brothers, Lana is my life and there isn’t anything I won’t protect her from. If I could protect her from her own internal pain I would.
    “Hey babe, you waitin’ for me?” I ask, going round the desk.
    I pull her up and take her place in the chair, pulling her back down on my lap.
    “I came to see you earlier but I got distracted.”
    She looks down avoiding my eyes.
    “I heard,” I said, tucking her hair behind her ear. I don’t like it when I can’t see her face.
    “I went to see Kristen, while I was talking to her I got the impression she wasn’t very close to Billy. All that ties her to him is their son.”
    “Slade told me you planned on seeing her again.”
    “Don’t worry Cas, I’m not going to say anything I shouldn’t. There’s no harm in talking to her.”
    “I know you wouldn’t say anything but babe, you wear your emotions clear as day on your face. I don’t want you putting yourself through this,” I urge, almost pleading with her.
    I’ve always retained control in everything I do but Lana has none of it. If I exerted the control over her that I would like to she would only end up in danger because she would do what she wants anyway.
    “I’ll be fine, believe it or not, it felt good spending time with her. The guilt was still there but I don’t want them to have the memories I do. It wouldn’t be any good to her to know what really happened.”
    I believe and I trust her. Lana is the solid in my life. I never have to question her love or loyalty to me. I take a deep breath and lift her chin so she’s looking at me.
    “I love you so much.