paused for a while, and then she changed the subject. âWhat do you want to do? Meet me somewhere for drinks or have dinner tomorrow?â
âIâd rather not go out. Can you come over here today?â
âNot right now I canât. Iâm getting ready to start cooking dinner for Keith. We have plans this evening.â
âWell, put your sexual plans on hold. Iâm coming over there, if thatâs okay. I promise not to stay long, but I really need for you to lend me your ear. Iâm going through something right now, and Iâm not sure about what direction I should go. So needless to say, bestie, I need your advice.â
âSince when? I doubt that you will listen to any advice that I offer. Besides, Keith has only been home for a few days. We need some time alone.â
I winced and rolled my eyes. âThis is a life-or-death situation. Iâll be there within the hour. Save some dinner for me, and if youâre cooking chicken, like you always do, make mine extra crispy. Iâm on my way.â
I ended the call, and when Trina called back, I didnât bother to answer. Instead, I brushed my hair into a sleek, bouncing ponytail that showed my round face. I put on some ice-blue eye shadow and thickened my lashes with mascara. I added shine to my lips with a clear gloss and sprayed a few dashes of perfume over my clothes. The simple jeans and T-shirt that I previously had on wasnât suitable enough, so I changed into a gray stretch dress that hugged my curves. It was strapless and showed a healthy portion of my cleavage. I accessorized the dress with silver hoop earrings, and the five-inch heels I wore gave me much height. I was sure Trina wouldnât want her best friend looking like a bum around her man, but then again, he was probably used to her sporting sweat suits, jogging pants, and plain olâ T-shirts and jeans all the time. Now that she wasnât claiming her dyke status anymore, I hoped she jazzed herself up and tried to dress better.
I tucked my clutch purse underneath my arm and put on my game face, pretending as if today had never happened. I was so good at hiding my pain, and had learned to do so when my father chastised me about being such a wimp and a crybaby. Nobody cares about crybabies, and most men wonât give a damn about your tears, heâd say. Keep it moving and never let anyone see how hurt you really are. That was what I did when he beat me and had sex with me, too. Pretended as if I wasnât hurt, when deep down I was.
I washed away my thoughts and headed to my car. It was a little chilly outside, but I didnât want to cover up and hide my sexiness. Maybe Iâd go somewhere for a drink tonight and find me another rich man who could assist me in my time of need. That was definitely an option, because I was so sure that I didnât want to stay cooped up with Trinaâs boring self all night.
I stopped at the grocery store, and then arrived at Keithâs house almost an hour later. I had never been there before, but awhile back Trina told me where he lived. I was impressed by the humongous, historic house that looked fit for a king. Trina said Keith was just an artist, but I didnât know that artists were doing it like this. I rang the doorbell and could see Trina making her way to the door, through beveled, thick glass. As expected, she had on a pair of navy jogging pants and a half shirt that showed her midriff and tattoo that was drawn near her side. While she was definitely a shapely woman, her muscles always irritated me. I didnât think a woman should look so toned, but that was her preference, not mine. She opened the door, and the first thing she did was look at the card, balloon, and bottle of wine in my hand.
âReally?â she said. âAre you serious?â
âAbout what?â
âWhatâs with the card, balloon, and wine, Evelyn?â
âThe card and balloon is for Keith,