never told us,â I said.
âI donât want to tell you because ⦠because youâll be upset,â she said. Piperâs lips thinned to a straight line. She looked at me and then she looked off to the side, as if she didnât want to meet my eyes.
âI donât have to approve your dates, Piper. Why would I be upset?â I said.
âBecause itâs ⦠I think youâ¦â Piper stammered.
âThe only person I would be upset about is Forrest,â I said with a laugh, truly believing that that was impossible.
âIâm sorry, Jemma,â Piper said.
Thatâs when everythingâthe Earth, the moon, the oceans of my lifeâchanged completely. Up was down and down was up. One of my best friends was going to the dance with the love of my life.
I left the lunch table in a blur. I abandoned my tray and my half-eaten food. I tried not to cry until I was in the bathroom, but I didnât make it.
âWhatâs wrong, Jemma? Jemma, are you okay?â various passersby asked worriedly, as I maneuvered quickly through the hall, tears streaming.
I stayed there until Kate came.
âJem, are you in here?â she called.
âYes,â I said weakly.
âIâm mad at Piper, too,â she said.
âDid she ⦠did she give a reason? Why him?â
âShe says she feels terrible, but they started spending time together because her mom is selling their house. I guess he ⦠I shouldnât tell you this. Forget it.â
âNo, tell me.â
She paused and looked at me with such sweet concern that I almost started crying again.
âFirst, just let me say that maybe this is a blessing in disguise. End the endless crush, maybe? You could ask someone else to the dance and actually have a good time. You know Jake likes you. You guys could go with Brett and me. We could go as a double date.â
I could only sigh. Going with Jake would be fine, like getting one scoop of vanilla ice cream. Forrest was a triple chocolate sundae with rainbow sprinkles.
âTell me what you were going to say about Piper and ⦠Forrest,â I said. It hurt to say their names together like that, to link them in a sentence as a couple.
âIâll tell you because I want you to just let it go, okay?â Kate said. âPiper said she knew she liked him when he played a song for her on his guitar.â
Nine
Dear PLS,
I hope you can help me. You see, one of my oldest and best friends has just stolen the guy Iâve been in love with FOREVER. Please give me some ideas on how I can keep from hating her for the rest of my life.
Thanks,
Buzzy
In my angerâand it was extremeâI decided to send Piper a very clear message. It was her job to go through all the questions the PLS received, so, just like any other girl, I sent my question in to be answered. I would have loved to have seen her face when she read that one. At the next dayâs PLS meeting, I folded my arms across my chest and asked which questions weâd be answering.
âA girl whoâs worried her parents might be getting a divorce. A boy whoâs asking what to do when he gets really angry at his parents,â Piper said.
âNothing else?â
âJemma, come on,â Piper said. âLetâs not fight.â
âIâm not fighting,â I said. âItâs just that weâre supposed to serve girls in need. Iâm now a girl in need and Iâd like someone to answer my question.â
I stared at Piper intently, detesting every inch of herâher freshly highlighted hair, permanently glossed lips, perfect teeth, and super-cute outfit. She wasnât just pretty, she looked like a woman, with a womanâs body and curves. I was not Flatty McFlat Chest anymore, but I was no Piper Pinsky.
âLetâs just work, okay?â Piper said, looking more upset than I imagined sheâd be. Her pity-me look made me