wine straight from the bottle. âThis is your show.â
âWell, all right.â Becca stood and placed her hands on her ample hips. âNumber one,â she said, snapping the waistband of her flowing skirt, âI go commando every day.
âNumber two, I got poison ivy in my hoo-ha after eating shrooms and galloping around naked in the woods at the summer camp where Adam and I met.â
âHoney, you might regret this tomorrow,â Robin said gently.
Becca ignored Robin. âThree, I flushed Isaacâs betta down the toilet, but I think it was still alive.â
Hannah blurted, âYou do so wear panties, Becca. The commando thing is the lie.â
The women turned toward Hannah. Her elbow slipped off the wide arm of the Adirondack chair, and she tried to relocate it. âWhat? We do hot yoga together,â she said, inciting a round of laughter. âIâve seen the panties. Iâve seen the hoo-ha too.â
âIâm cutting you off.â Amy reached for Hannahâs bottle, but her sister clutched it to her body. Amy was more startled by Hannahâs drunkenness than she was by Beccaâs statements about her lower regions. Becca was a seeker, and over the years sheâd persuaded Hannah to study Kabbalah and irrigate her colon, and she was already planning their fortieth-birthday trek to Nepal, even though the milestone was three years off.
âYour turn, Robin,â Becca said.
Robin stood and unraveled herself from her Pashmina, a muted amber that matched her hair. âPast my bedtime.â
âWimp!â Hannah bellowed.
âIâve got a patient coming in at seven tomorrow morning,â Robin said.
Without Robin, Amy thought, things are going to get a little wild and mean. The scent of the smoke in the air was beginning to feel cloying.
âWeâll fill you in on everyoneâs dirt.â Hannah leaned back in her chair and held out her arms to Robin.
Robin kissed each of the women on the cheek and then walked over to Hannah, squatted down, and placed her palm on Hannahâs cheek. âHappy birthday, sweetie.â She turned to Amy. âWill you make sure she gets home?â
âOf course.â The role of the responsible sibling felt like the puffy down coat her mother had bought her last year for Hanukkah âmatronly, but deliciously warm on those cold January walks to the Metro.
âYour turn, Hannah,â Becca said.
âIâm not ready.â Hannah was watching the fire as if she couldnât tear her eyes away.
Becca pointed from Amy to Maggie until she stopped triumphantly at Maggie.
âNo, Iâm going last,â Maggie said.
âAll right, Iâll go,â Amy said. âGive me one second.â She wanted a cigarette. She thought about revealing that since her father died she couldnât shake the image of him standing behind her, guiding her through the motion of throwing a baseball. The memory of his hand cupping hers barely loosened the tight knot of tears that she would not, could not, release.
Amy adjusted her glasses. Hereâs the truth she wanted to say: Since their fatherâs death, she awakened every day feeling freer than ever before. She looked directly at Hannah and opened her mouth.
âI donât floss every day.â
âDonât let Robin hear you say that, Amy,â Maggie said.
âNot after all the free cleanings.â Hannah chimed in.
Becca tapped Amy on the knee. âYou can do better, Amy. I told you about my hoo-ha.â
Amy opened up her mouth to confess: She had a new lover, and he was sweet and solid, and this monogamy thing was kind of nice. Instead: âTwo, in high school, I hid my weed in the basement, in one of Hannahâs ice skates.â
Becca rose from her chair and picked up a poker from behind the pit. She stoked the fire until it spit out a fresh wave of flames.
âIâve known that for years,