have heard me. No! Not my Michael. It was dark. I must not be seeing right. I stood up higher to get a better look. It was definitely Michael. He removed his mouth from Tracyâs and began kissing her neck. At this point, I was standing to my full height, forgetting that I wasnât concealed anymore. I just kept staring at Michael. Aldo was right! He was acting just like every other guy would. I felt so stupid. Tears stung my eyes as they spilled down onto my face. I finally glanced over at Tracy, and my heart stopped. Her eyes met mine dead-on. Her lips turned up into the most wicked smile. She then lowered her head and kissed Michael. Her eyes shot open again while she was kissing him, staring right at me. I turned my head away and ran down the steps, not caring if Michael heard me. If he did, he didnât care, since I didnât hear my name and no one was chasing me.
How could she? She knew how I felt about Michael. Besides Aldo, she was the only other person Iâd confided in about my crush on Michael. Sheâd listened to me tell her how I hoped, some day in the future, weâd end up together. She had sympathized with me and even told me, âDonât worry, Vee. Heâll be yours someday. He just needs to sow his wild oats before he comes to you.â
Apparently, she was helping him sow those oats.
I ran as fast as I could down the block to my house. All I could think of was Tracyâs twisted little smile as she stared at me. She looked happy that Iâd caught them. She didnât care that sheâd just stuck a knife right into my heart. I could feel the pain pressing against my chest. I couldnât stop crying. Why would my best friend do this to me? How could she?
I got to my house. My mother was probably waiting up for me. I searched frantically in my purse for a tissue. Not finding one, I wiped my eyes with the back of my hands. I unlocked the door. There was a box of tissues on the foyer table. Pulling a few out, I patted my eyes. My reflection stared back at me in the hallway mirror. Pools of mascara swirled around my red eyes.
âValentina! Tu sei? â
â Si, Ma.â
I ran into the bathroom down the hall, just as my mother entered the hallway.
âSta bene?â
Behind the bathroom door, the tears started racing down my face again. I knew if I answered right away, sheâd hear the sobs.
âValentina? You okay?â
I flushed the toilet, trying to buy some more time. I quickly swallowed and turned on the sink.
âYeah, Ma. Iâm okay. Just had to use the bathroom really bad.â
âYou have a good time?â
Ugghhhh!!! No matter how many times I told my mother I couldnât hear her well while I was in the bathroom with the water running, she always continued to have a conversation with me.
âYeah, it was nice. Iâll tell you about it in the morning. Iâm going to get ready for bed. Iâm really tired. Did Baba go to sleep already ?â
â Si, si . He knew you were in good hands with Aldo. I did, too, but you know me. I still worry when one of you girls is out late. Ahhh! Va bene . Buona notte , fighita! â
Fighita had been my motherâs endearment for me since I was a kid. It meant âdear oneâ or âsweet one.â I started crying even more.
I washed my face with cold water. Making sure my mother really had gone up to bed, I listened behind the bathroom door. Deathly still. I cracked the door open an inch. Only the nightlight was on near the stairs leading to our bedrooms. I took the stairs two at a time, which was hard to do in my snug dress, though not as snug as that trampâs who was kissing the love of my life. As I passed my parentsâ bedroom, light streamed from underneath their door. I could hear Maâs low whispers as she prayed. Pausing for a moment behind her door, I tried to hear what she was praying about but was unable to. I began to raise my hand to knock