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The commotion caused the curiosity in me to actually open my door. Not a big deal around here with all the old people, but for the first time since being in this crap shoot I wanted to venture out of my room to see the nurse who saved his life. She was a siren call that pulled me in. Of course I wouldn’t get too close, but I had to see what all the commotion was about and man am I glad I did.
    I have never seen her before so she must be new. Or not, it’s not like I’m the friendliest person in this place. But there was something about her that made it so I couldn’t look away from her. She didn’t know the crowd of patients that she drew in as she worked tirelessly on the old man. She had a presence about her, an aura that drew me in. I didn’t leave my doorway, but I could feel this pull to be near her. Plus her ass in those tight scrubs didn’t hurt much either. So much so that I found myself adjusting myself in my shorts with the way her ass jiggled. My cock was straining to be released from the confines of the fabric. First time my dick has gotten hard since I lost my leg. Information I will think about later, I guess.
    But I forced myself to go back inside my room. I forced myself to leave her light. Shutting the door was incredibly hard, because once I did, the feelings returned. I hate the feelings, I hate myself, and I hate the man that I have become. I’ve thought about suicide, like really sat and thought about it, but it’s just not something I can do to myself. I may not have friends or family,  and I know that even though I hate myself now, it’s only temporary. Suicide is a forever consequence that I’m not ready to live with.
    I need to get out of this headspace because I know it’s not good for me. It’s not “conducive” to healing as one of these quacks would say. But what the fuck do they know? A knock at my door has me debating whether to ignore or to answer it. They don’t push me too much around here to be involved.
    “What the fuck do you people want?” I yell out, not bothering to go to the damn door. I don’t want to be bothered.
    “Look, housekeeping needs to come clean out your room, so get up and get out!” a woman’s voice I don’t recognize yells back at me. Who the fuck does she think she is?
    “You people never leave me the fuck alone! I just want to sit here, my room isn’t dirty, so get the fuck away from my door!” I yell back at her because now my blood is starting to do a slow burn. I’m getting angrier and angrier in this place. In this room. My own personal prison, my own personal hell.
    Just when I think I’m being left alone, in barges this nurse, the one from before that made my dick hard. She looks like an angel with the light from the hallway filtering in around her in my dark room. I have to shield my eyes because it’s so bright. Her hair is up in a ponytail but I can see that it’s with blonde on top and black underneath. The blonde has grown out a bit showing off her brown roots, but it’s not trashy. I can’t see her face very well because the light is behind her. Her body is incredible. I mean on a scale of one to ten hers is a twenty. Tits that would be more than a handful, a thick waist which tells me she has some succulent meat on her bones. I saw her ass from a distance when she was doing CPR so I know that her ass is on point.
    She flips on the light, and instantly my dick strains to get out. It knows what it wants and it wants this beauty in front of me. Before I can even look at her face, I’m having to adjust my dick in my shorts. But when I look up, I’m met with the most gorgeous set of brown eyes I have ever seen. Like melted milk chocolate but with flecks of gold glitter in them. I also notice something else. She has an X carved into her face and my vision goes red. I want to rip whoever did this to her limb from limb. Never in my life have I ever felt that kind of strong emotion towards someone. I have to know who the fuck did