lunaticsâ ward,â Dr. Forbes said. âI shouldnât have let you wander in there.â
âIn thereâI sawâtheyââ With an effort, I composed myself. I stammered a description of what Iâd seen.
âItâs a treatment called galvanism,â Dr. Forbes explained. âAn electrical charge is administered to the patientâs head. It cures melancholia, hypochondria, mania, and dementia. Itâs perfectly safe. Donât be upset.â
âThe patient. I know him. Heââ
Dr. Forbes frowned. He led me down the staircase, toward the main door. âYou should go home. Your experience has distressed you so much that youâre confused. You couldnât possibly know that patient. Heâs a lunatic who was arrested and brought to Bedlam by the police. Heâs the suspect in a crime.â
I was sure a mistake had been made. John Slade a lunatic and a criminal? It was impossible!
He was a graduate of Cambridge, a former clergyman. He spoke at least four languages besides English. Heâd been a soldier in the army of the East India Company, had served in the Middle East, and later joined the British intelligence service. Moreover, he was a hero whoâd risked his life in the line of duty.
Now I told Dr. Forbes that I must save Slade; I begged him to stop the torture. Perhaps if I had behaved calmly and rationally he would have complied, but I was so agitated that I raved as if I were mad myself.
âMiss Brontë, you must leave at once,â Dr. Forbes said. âPeople are staring.â
That brought me to my senses. If the gossips should hear about this episode, what hay they would make of it! Famous authoress Currer Bell goes insane in Bedlam , the newspaper headlines would read. I had to let Dr. Forbes escort me out.
âThis is my fault. I shouldnât have let you come,â he said regretfully as he put me into a carriage. âI must apologize.â He added, âI am leaving in two days for a holiday in Ambleside in the Lake District, but if you should need my assistance, please let me know.â
Alone in my carriage on my way back to Gloucester Terrace, I conjectured that Slade must have gotten himself into trouble which had led to his arrest and incarceration. But what kind of trouble? I wondered if Dr. Forbes had sent me away from Bedlam because he was a party to Sladeâs persecution and he didnât want me to see it. But I could not persuade myself of that. He must truly believe Slade was a criminal lunatic and I had mistaken his identity.
When I arrived at the Smithsâ house, I would have liked to sit alone in my room and decide what to do, but George greeted me at the door and said, âIâm glad youâre back early. Weâre going to the Great Exhibition.â
The Great Exhibition was a huge museum, opened just this month, that contained some one hundred thousand mechanical devices and works of art from many different countries. It had been conceived by Prince Albert, with the mission of advancing humanity and celebrating the progress achieved in the modern age. Although the Great Exhibition was the talk of England, I didnât want to go because I was so distressed. Still, I could not refuse George. After a quick luncheon I found myself riding in a carriage with him, his mother, and his two younger sisters. They talked excitedly about the things we would see. Nobody noticed that I sat brooding in silence.
Why had Slade returned to England? Why hadnât he let me know? I thought of the three lonely years Iâd spent without him. I alternated between hurt feelings, fear for Slade, and the first pangs of doubt about what Iâd seen at Bedlam. Was that inmate really Slade? How could Slade have become a criminal lunatic? My mind refused to believe he had, for I thought him to be a thoroughly sane, honorable man. But what else could explain his incarceration in the asylum, if indeed