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agents were tall enough for at least a little privacy, and the ASAC hadn’t ripped me to shreds in front of the entire squad on my second day.
    Val watched me set the steaming mug on my desk, and then sat in her chair.
    I fingered the package of creamer, frowning.
    “I’m out of half-and-half, but I do have two-percent in the refrigerator,” she said, a tinge of sympathy in her voice.
    I made a face. “No. I hate milk.”
    Val’s eyebrows shot up, and then her eyes fell to the floor, surprised at my tone. “Okay then. You’re not a fan of milk. Won’t ask again.”
    “No. I hate milk—as in, my soul hates milk.”
    Val chuckled. “Well then, I won’t make the trip.” She eyed my empty desk, devoid of family pictures or even a penholder. “The guy who used to be at this cubicle…his name was Trex.”
    “Trex?” I asked.
    “Scottie Trexler. God, he was cute. He transferred out, too—all the way out. I think he’s with a different agency now.” She sighed, her eyes seeing something I couldn’t. “I liked him.”
    “I’m sorry,” I said, not sure what else to say.
    She shrugged. “I’ve learned not to get attached around here. Maddox runs a tight ship, and not a lot of agents can take it.”
    “He doesn’t scare me,” I said.
    “I won’t tell him you said that, or he really won’t stay off your tail.”
    I felt my face get hot, enough that Val noticed, and she narrowed her eyes.
    “You’re blushing.”
    “No, I’m not.”
    “And now, you’re lying.”
    “It’s the coffee.”
    Val stared deep into my eyes. “You haven’t even taken a sip. Something I said embarrassed you. Maddox…tail…”
    I shifted under her intense stare.
    “You live in Midtown.”
    “No,” I said, shaking my head. I wasn’t denying my residence but what I knew she would soon discover. Damn having friends who are federal investigators for a living.
    “Maddox is your neighbor, isn’t he?”
    I shook my head faster, looking around. “Val, no…stop…”
    “Fuckity. You’re joking. Maddox is your one-night stand!” she hissed, thankfully keeping her voice to a whisper.
    I covered my face and then let my forehead fall to my desk. I could hear her leaning over the cubicle.
    “Oh my God, Liis. Did you just die when you saw him? How could you not know? How did he not know? He hired you, for Christ’s sake!”
    “I don’t know,” I said, rocking my head from side to side, my fingers digging into the edge of my desk. I sat up, pulling down the thin skin beneath my eyelids as I did so. “I’m fucked, aren’t I?”
    “At least once that I know of.” Val stood, her badge wagging as she did so. She smirked at me, sliding her slender long fingers into her pockets.
    I looked up at her, desperate. “Just kill me now. Put me out of my misery. You have a gun. You can do it.”
    “Why would I do that? This is the best thing to happen to this squad in years. Maddox got laid.”
    “You’re not going to tell anyone, right? Promise me.”
    Val grimaced. “We’re friends. I wouldn’t do that.”
    “That’s right. We’re friends.”
    She craned her neck toward me. “Why are you talking to me like I’m a mental patient?”
    I blinked and shook my head. “I’m sorry. I’m quite possibly having the worst day of my life.”
    “Well, you look hot.” She walked away.
    “Thanks,” I said to myself as I scanned the room.
    No one had heard our discussion, but it still felt like the secret was out. I sank back into my chair and slipped on my headphones as Val left the squad room for the security doors leading into the hallway.
    I covered my mouth for a moment and sighed, feeling lost. How had I messed up my fresh start so thoroughly and before it even started?
    Not only had I screwed my boss, but if the other agents also found out, it could jeopardize any chances I would have at promotions while under Maddox’s supervision. If he had any integrity at all, he would continually pass me over in fear that the