walk. Foolish or not, appreciated or not, she would offer her opinion and advice. And maybe she would be able to help.
Hayes hadnât moved from his position at the edge of the porch; he still gazed in the direction Jeff had disappeared moments before. As she approached, he turned to her and the unhappiness in his eyes tugged at her heartstrings. She drew in a steadying breath and reminded herself that sheâd come to help Sheri and Jeff.
She stopped at the bottom of the steps and tilted her face up to his. âHello, Hayes.â
âAlice,â he murmured, his jaw tightening. âI suppose you heard all that?â
She lifted a shoulder. âI didnât mean to eavesdrop.â
âBut you did anyway.â She didnât reply, and he glanced at the street once more. âSo now you know the awful truth. My son hates me.â
âActually,â she said softly, âI think he loves you very much. Thatâs why heâs so angry.â
âThis isnât a good time, Alice. Iâll call you.â
Even though he tried, he couldnât quite hide his pain, his frustration. And he hated that, Alice knew. Because he hated weakness, and he perceived emotion as weakness. He always had.
He would like her to leave him alone, give him time to compose himself, to box up and pack away his emotions. To hell with what he would like. She wasnât about to give him the chance to put his armor back into place. She wouldnât be worth her salt as a counselor if she did.
âI remember Jeff as a little boy,â she murmured. âHe was so sweet. So cuddly. I used to sit for hours and rock him. Do you remember?â
Hayesâs mouth tightened and he didnât reply, but Alice could tell by that very stiffening that he did remember. And that it stung. Badly.
She laughed lightly, although the effort hurt. âTruthfully, I liked it as much as he did. Maybe more. I guess we both needed love.â
Hayes made a sound of impatience. âIs there some message for me in this little trip down memory lane? Or are you just making small talk?â
Alice looked him in the eye. âHeâs still that same little boy, Hayes. He needs love. He needs affection.â
âMeaning I donât give it to him.â
âMeaning you handled that all wrong.â The breeze blew her hair across her cheek; she swept it impatiently away. âHeâs eighteen years old. Too old to drill with orders and expectations. He needs understanding. He needs you to sit down and talk with him, man to man. Like equals. Like friends.â
Hayes curved his fingers around the balustrade, so tightly his knuckles whitened. âThatâs where our thinking differs, Alice. Heâs not a man. Heâs still a boy. And Iâm not his friend. Iâm his father.â
She climbed the steps to even their heights. âYouâre pushing him away when he needs you most.â
âYou overhear two minutes between us, and suddenly youâre an expert on what our relationship is lacking. Oh, thatâs right,â he said sarcastically, âyouâre a professional.â
âYes, I am.â She caught his arm. âIf youâre going to hang on to your son, youâre going to have to learn to give a little. Too much longer, and itâll be too late.â
Hayes narrowed his eyes, his look black with fury. âStill trying to create the perfect little family, I see.â
She drew in a sharp breath and snatched her hand away. âThat was low. But then, you never played fair.â
âSee, you got out just in time.â
She didnât get out of his life. Heâd booted her out. Alice worked to hold on to her temper. To the anger that charged through her. âI came to talk about Sheri and Jeff,â she said stiffly. âI felt I owed it to them to try to help.â
âHelp by convincing me to allow Jeff to marry this girl? No