loyal to a fault. Anyway, whether we like them or not is academic. Theyâre here to stay. We canât beat them, we need them in the army; the best thing we can do is try to get along with them. You know, they actually admire most things Roman, and
want
to integrate with us as stakeholders in the empire. Weâd be insane not to take full advantage of that. Constantius made a good start, forging friendships with the tribes before he died. And this new general, Aetius, seems to have the same idea.â
âDefeatist talk,â retorted Gaius, his voice hardening again. âAetius is a traitor to his people. We destroyed the Cimbri and the Teutones under Marius. We can do the same again.â
âThat was five hundred years ago,â Titus exclaimed in exasperation. âThings have changed just a little since then, donât you think. What about Hadrianopolis? You were there, remember? Romeâs worst disaster since Cannae, they say.â
âRome recovered after Cannae,â Gaius retorted, âand went on to defeat Hannibal.â
âI canât believe Iâm hearing this,â Titus sighed. He plucked the first scroll of the
Liber Rufinorum
from its pigeon-hole, unrolled a section and began to read: ââHaving inflicted severe losses on the Goths, as we ourselves had sustained many casualties we decided on a tactical withdrawal to the city in order to regroup.ââ He furled the scroll and replaced it. âYouâve convinced yourself Hadrianopolis really
was
like that, havenât you? You know what your trouble is, Father â you canât face the truth about whatâs happening to Rome. You blame the Germans, when you should be blaming Rome herself.â
âExplain yourself,â snapped Gaius, nettled by his sonâs blunt criticism.
âIf Rome really wants to get rid of the Germans, she needs one thing above all else: patriotism. Well, thatâs being very efficiently destroyed by the Roman governmentâs corrupt tax policy. The âbarbariansâ, as you call them, are being welcomed asdeliverers by the poor, who are being taxed out of existence. People are ceasing to care whether Rome survives or goes under. Is any of this registering with you? No, I can see it isnât. I take it, then, youâre not having second thoughts about my marrying Clothilde?â
âOnce he has made his mind up, a true Roman does not change it.â
âThatâs the most pompous, stupid thing Iâve ever heard!â Titus shouted, aware that he was widening the gulf that yawned between them, but past caring. âThereâs something else you should know. Iâd meant to break it gently, but we seem to have gone beyond such niceties. Iâve decided to become a Christian.â
A terrible silence grew. At length Gaius rose. âGo,â he said, in a flat, expressionless voice. âAnd take your German slut with you. You are no longer my son.â
With his ties to home and family irrevocably sundered, Titus felt a huge loss and sadness. But in a curious way he also felt free. He knew that, like Julius Caesar five hundred years before, he had reached a crossroads in his life, a Rubicon. In a flash of insight, he saw what he must do. First, he would send Clothilde back to her own people, pending arrangements for his baptism and their marriage. (There might be tribal barriers to overcome, but no religious ones; unlike most of her fellow Germans, who were Arians, Clothilde had been raised a Catholic.) Then he would try, somehow, to join Aetius, whose policy of integrating the German tribes into the structure of the empire seemed to offer the best, perhaps the only, way forward for Rome. Having come to a decision, Titus felt relief tinged with excitement sweep over him. The die was cast.
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1 Lake Constance
2 12 October
3 Milan.
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Hail Valentinian, Augustus of the West
The Patrician Helion, presenting the child
Douglas Preston, Lincoln Child