glimpse of Devinâs skateboard in the entryway and stop short. Take a sharp turn, pick it up, run my fingers across the sandpaper finish, over the Mexican Virgin Mary painted on the bottom. I never asked him why he picked a deck that had a religious symbol on it; I mean, weâre not even Mexican, let alone Catholic. Now, thanks to that bird, Iâll never know.
The low sound of the news broadcast drifts through the trailer like dust particles, and I angle my face toward the TV.
Theyâre still sucking every ounce of lifeblood out of the dead-bird story.
For the umpteenth time, they replay the clip with the green drink cup and the barely alive bird next to it, and it hits me.
I bet thatâs where the old man went.
I bet in his twisted logic, he figured heâd take my brother down there to see the birds, not thinking that the last time any of us went to Goofy Golf was the day I practically killed Devin. Besides, the old man has no idea that me and Haze committed birdicide that day, but I do. And somewhere, buried deep in his mostly abandoned head, Devin knows it too.
Save it.
The bird. I wonder if Iâd get Ascent Credits for saving that bird, for getting that one thing right this time.
Adrenaline speeds through me as I toggle my gaze between the TV and the skateboard, and before I can give it a rational dose of thought, I throw the front door open, deck in hand. Iâll bring it right back, I silently promise Devin.
But as my foot hits the top step, the echo of Stanâs work boot ripples the thick air around me. I glance up, half expecting his Termi-Pest truck to be backed into the driveway, even though I know itâs impossible. That truck, Stan, my mom, theyâre long gone.
I palm the side of my head to knock the thought out of it, to kill the noise. I pop in an earbud, quick scroll through my music files, fire up a little Bunny Puke, and bump up the volume as high as I can stand it.
Halfway down the block, I toss the skateboard onto the ground and hop on. It isnât long before I remember what an incompetent skater I am and what a gigantic dickweed I must look like, thrash-spasming just to stay upright. But I elbow my deflating ego to the side just for the moment because I need to find that bird. Somehow Iâm supposed to save itâthe message said so.
Not that it matters about my lack of boarding skills since thereâs no one out here to impress. Not a soul on the streets. No cars, no pedestrians. I might as well be skating down an abandoned highway in the Boneyard.
My heart is moshing against my ribs as I whiffle into the parking lot of Goofy Golf and stumble off the skateboard.
A mind-boggling number of news vans have lined up end-to-end along the frontage to the park. Some of the vans are from Ohio stations, but most of them sport out-of-state call letters painted on the sides, and all of them have satellite erections springing out of some unseen orifice in the vehiclesâ roofs. The parking lot is littered with talking heads and cameras and microphones, and in the middle of it all, one lone, bright yellow truck that looks suspiciously like Stanâs bug-mobile, right down to the oversized cockroach on top. The sight of it trips a hate-wire inside me, but I canât let myself stumble over thatânot now.
I hop off Devinâs deck, pocket my earbuds and phone, and take a view of my surroundings. Iâm grateful to be on solid ground, but I canât deny the severe muscle throb from the shock of physical activity as I make my way unnoticed through the maze of cars and cables and journalists.
I struggle to orient myself in the midst of all the chaos. The spin in my head, the ring in my ears . . . the overwhelming sense of being knocked off-balance. I force myself to focus, to remember that the reporter had been standing down in the go-kart pit. So I need to shake it off, because my first order of business is to find that discarded drink cup