that. Showing what had been hidden to Whit now somehow helped dispel his morbid thoughts. âShe left home, ran away when she was fifteen. Before I knew you. This was taken a week before she disappeared. It was the one we showed around, the one I took with me when I searched for her.â
âYou never found her?â
âFar, far away, compadre , you get me?â
Whitman nodded. âShe didnât want to be found.â
âYouâd have liked her. She was smart, feisty, lawless ⦠Shit.â
âDonât talk about her as if sheâs dead, Flix.â
âWhy the fuck not? Sheâs been dead to me and my sister for years.â He glanced up briefly, but it was clear that taking his gaze from her photo for even a moment caused him pain. âWhyâd she do it? I wish I knew. I wish she were here now. I wish she werenât dead. Family, you know?â
Whitman nodded again, touched his friendâs hand. âFamilyâs a bear.â
Flix, smiling faintly, finally put Lucyâs photo back in his wallet, lay the wallet in his lap.
Whitman, figuring it was time to change the subject, held up a metal-jacketed file. âI took the opportunity of liberating your chart from the nursesâ station.â
âFuck you.â Nevertheless, he leaned forward in anticipation.
Whitman flicked it open, scanned the pages. âBlah, blah, blah. Yadda, yadda, yadda.â He slammed the chart closed. âAnother couple of days here, then theyâll ship you down to PT. Youâll be good to go in a week.â
âA week is a year in this place. Listen, be a pal. Get me the fuck outta here now.â
âI wish I could, Flix, emmis . But Iâm gonna do the next best thing. Iâm gonna find us a new armorer.â
âGood luck with that,â Orteño said morosely. âSandy was the best Iâve ever seen.â
âMaybe,â Whitman replied, âbut I think Iâve got a line on someone even better.â
Orteño stared at him. âYouâre freakinâ kidding me.â He shook his head. âI tell you, donât screw with a Latino in pain.â
âHand to God.â
âThere is no God.â
âAnd this coming from a Catholic.â
âLapsed, baby, lapsed.â Orteño made a face. âIf God had witnessed what weâve seen on the field of battle and done nothing, heâd be one sonuvabitch.â
âSixteen angels just lost their wings.â
Orteño guffawed. âLike I care,â he said. âSo whoâs the candidate?â
âParty by the name of Charlie Daou.â
âNever heard of him. He ex-military?â
âNot a bit of it,â Whitman said. âCharlie wouldnât be caught dead in the military.â
Orteñoâs expression darkened. âWhat? Heâs not patriotic?â
âNot enough money in it.â
âSo thatâs why you think heâll come and work for us.â
Universal Securities Associates paid very well, indeed, even for a field consultant, as they were euphemistically known, and especially for the Red Rover team.
âThat and other reasons,â Whitman said vaguely.
Orteño wriggled himself into a more upright position. âCare to share?â
âCharlie and I go way back. I can be pretty persuasive when I want to be. I think itâll work out.â
Orteño nodded. âHave at it then, my man. Make us whole again. The best medicine for both of us is to get back to work.â
Whitman rose, bent over the bed, until his forehead touched Flixâs.
âTrue dat.â
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
The night was clear and almost balmy. Whitman ate at his favorite Thai joint, where they knew to serve him food they themselves ate, one dish more incendiary than the next. Afterward, he repaired to The Doll House, where, amid wretched shadows, he watched Sydny pole dance while she fucked him