mountain.
Dad braces his foot against the bottom scaffolding and begins hauling himself up in slow steps. âYou know the part that gets me?â he says, looking down at me. âHe was in the damn desert.â
I start my own climb, the rust on the iron bars scaling my palms. âI think the part that gets you is that nobody believed him, and he was right, and everyone that doubted him met a horrible death.â
He laughs. âYeah, that, too.â
By now he is puffing hard, his legs above me quivering. We walk out and sit on one of the girders, not at the top, but high enough to make me nervous. Off in the distance I can see the lights of the next town, a faint glow rising up. We sit side-by-side, dangling our legs over, like the men earlier with their lunch pails. When the wind blows, even lightly, the whole structure shakes a little.
âI know what youâd like,â my father says.
âWhatâs that?â
âIf it started raining right now.â
I laugh out loud. âTrue, Iâm a sucker for easy irony.â
âYou know Noah put the bigger animalsâyour elephants, your camels, what have youâon the lower levels. That way he eliminated the need for ballast. Pretty damn brainy.â
âUh-huh. Where are you getting this stuff?â
âTold you, from websites. All these nuts still looking for âthe real Noahâs Ark.â One of themâs an astronaut. Theyâre missing the point.â He raises the collar of his Corvette jacket, shivering a little.
âWhich is?â
âValidation. We all want stories told about us a long time after weâre gone. We all want to be Noah, or his ark.â
âTrue ones or liesâ¦doesnât matter, huh?â
He taps my thigh with his fist. âYou got it, bub.â
âSpeaking of stories, why donât you tell me once and for all about the cancer?â
âI had my say, junior.â He takes another cigar and the Zippo from his pocket, unwraps the cellophane, and lets it fall away. âYouâve still got that number, donât you? Or did you lose it already?â
I pull the napkin from my jeans and unfold it. He frowns, nods.
âAnd how about you , once and for all?â he says. âYou plan to keep phoning that girl? My vote is cease and desist.â
The night is cloudless, faint stars visible above the lights from the surrounding towns. Laney used to take us far away from the lights, out into the country near Pigeon Creek, down washed-out dirt roads where we could watch the smear of stars away from the lights of town, where I would ask her to name them for me, over and over. I would tell her that those nights were the reason she majored in astronomy. By now, I imagine, she has pasted stars to the watercoloristâs ceiling and has named the constellations for him, charming him with reruns.
âThatâs pretty much done with,â I say. âBut I do have another call to make.â
He glances down at the paper, jams the cigar in his mouth, lights it. âYou know, Billy, Iâm thinking I ought to head out tomorrow,â he says. âDrop Wendy off where I found her, then find my way north.â
âI have to call Kenny Pecora.â I take his lighter from him, the chrome case still warm, and flick it, the flame swirling blue and yellow. My fatherâs face draws down with confusion.
âWho the hell is Kenny Pecora?â he asks, still eyeing the napkin.
âStudent of mine,â I say. âHe looks like Teddy Roosevelt.â My father watches me as he puffs his cigar.
We sit, quiet, gripping the steel girders in a cloud of early autumn chill and cigar smoke, the lighter burning my fingers, our legs touching, dangling. It is this image of us I will recall seven months later, in the minutes after the phone finally rings on my desk at work and it is Dr. Snelson calling me, his words circling back like the answer to a