it? Before life as a vampire, thereâd been death. Cold and bloodless and underground.
Then, later, thereâd been the forgetting, and that was a kind of death too.
Simon wasnât even a Shadowhunter yet, and already, this life had taken so much from him.
âSimon. I thought youâd be here.â
Simon turned around and was reminded that for all the losses, thereâd also been some very significant gains. âIsabelle,â he breathed, and then, for quite a while, his lips were too occupied to speak.
*Â Â Â Â *Â Â Â Â *
They went back to Magnus and Alecâs apartment. The couple had taken their new baby on vacation to Bali, which meant Simon and Isabelle could have the place to themselves.
âYou sure itâs okay for us to be here?â Simon asked, looking nervously around the apartment. The last time heâd seen it, the decorating ethos had been partâStudio 54, part-bordello: lots of disco balls, velvet curtains, and some appallingly placed mirrors. Now the living room looked like something puked up by a BabiesâRâUsâblankets and diapers and mobiles and stuffed bunnies everywhere you looked.
He still couldnât believe Magnus Bane was someoneâs dad.
âIâm sure,â Isabelle said, stripping off her dress in one smooth motion to reveal the unending stretches of smooth, pale skin that lay beneath. âBut if you want to leave . . .â
âNo,â Simon said, struggling for enough breath to speak. âDefinitely. No. Hereâs good. Very good.â
âWell, then.â Isabelle swept a family of stuffed kittens off the couch, then stretched across like a very satisfied and very dangerous cat. She looked pointedly at Simonâs shirt, which was still on his body.
âWell. Then.â Simon stood above her, unsure what to do next.
âSimon.â
âYes?â
âIâm looking pointedly at your shirt.â
âUh-huh.â
âWhich is still on your body.â
âOh. Right.â He took care of that. Dropped down beside her on the couch.
âSimon.â
âYes? Oh. Right.â Simon leaned toward her and pulled her close for a kiss, which she indulged for about thirty seconds before extricating herself.
âWhatâs wrong?â he asked.
âYou tell me,â she said. âI, your incredibly sexy girlfriend that you never get to see, am prostrating myself before you half-naked, and you seem like youâd rather be watching a baseball game.â
âI hate baseball.â
âExactly.â Isabelle sat upâthough, mercifully, she didnât put any clothes back on. Not yet. âYou know you can talk to me about anything, right?â
Simon nodded.
âSo if, hypothetically, you were feeling a little nervous about this whole Ascension thing tomorrow, and wondering whether you still wanted to go through with it, you could talk to me about that.â
âHypothetically,â Simon said.
âJust picking a topic at random,â Isabelle said. âWe could also talk about Avatar: The Last Airplane , if you want.â
âItâs the Air bender ,â Simon said, suppressing a grin, âand I love you even if you are nerd-clueless.â
âAnd I love you, even if you are a mundane,â she said. âEven if you stay a mundane. You know that, right?â
âI . . .â It was easy for her to say, and he thought she probably even meant it. But that didnât make it true. âYou think you would? Really? â
Isabelle let out her breath in an irritated puff. âSimon Lewis, are you forgetting that you were a mundane when I started dating you? A rather scrawny mundane with terrible fashion sense, I should point out. And then you were a vampire , and I still dated you. Then you were a mundane again, but this time with freaking amnesia. And still, inexplicably, I fell in love with you