the block should be enough, I decided. I really needed a dog. I considered for a moment: a car or a dog for my birthdayâ¦. Yeah, car. I didnât think Iâd get it exactly the next day, but more likely over the weekend. I knew a lot of kids didnât get cars for their birthdays, or even cars at all, let alone the chance to go pick one out, so I shouldnât complain. But then again, a lot of kids got to have parents who didnât scream at each other. Everyone made their sacrifices.
I heard a low rumble in front of me and stopped walking. It didnât sound mechanical like a car engine, and I definitely didnât see any headlights ahead, either. I strained my eyes to peer into the darkness. The streetlamp above me buzzed and went out. Past the sidewalk corner and deep into my neighborâs wide lawn, I could see nothing. For an instant I thought of Mr. Meyerâs murderer. Maybe it wasnât such a good idea to go walking around outside after midnight?
âWhat are you looking at?â
I let out a small cry and spun around as my heart leaped into my throat.
It was Will, as if heâd appeared out of nowhere. He looked worried and determined, but he was obviously trying to hide those feelings.
âWhat are you doing out here?â I whispered harshly.
âWhat are you doing here?â he countered.
I threw my hand up. âI live here!â
Suddenly, I had a terrible thought. I had first seen Will the day before, the night Mr. Meyer died. No, no, no. That was ridiculous. Will was just some hot, weird guy I happened to be seeing everywhere I went. That didnât make him a murderer. Hadnât my mom given me a can of mace for Christmas? What had I done with that?
âSo why are you out for a walk this late at night?â he asked, distracting me from my thoughts. âEven if you live here, itâs pretty late to be wandering around at night.â
âWell, youâre out here too. I like being outside at night. Itâs relaxing.â
That smile widened. It was like he thought this was funny. âMost people would feel nervous.â
My hands rested on my hips. âWhy? Should I be?â
âWhat?â
âNervous.â
âProbably.â
âYou donât seem like youâre nervous.â
âI can take care of myself.â His smile turned dark, knowing.
âYouâre the weirdest boy Iâve ever metâand believe me, every single one of them is weird, so thatâs saying a lot.â Once I realized what Iâd just said, I wanted to smack my face into a brick wall. My mouth sure liked to run when it should have been my feet running.
He laughed. âAt least youâre honest about your feelings.â
âThey say itâs a virtue.â I turned around to walk back tomy house. It was time to leave. âDo me a favor and leave me alone. I just know youâre going to go all Ted Bundy on my ass any second.â I looked around me, hoping one of the neighbors would flick their porch lights on and burst out holding a shotgun. I felt pretty sure I wasnât that lucky.
âAre you afraid of me?â Will asked, jogging to catch up to me.
âAre you passive-aggressively trying to tell me that I should be afraid of you, too? Not just ânervousâ?â I was only four houses away from home now.
âNo, but have you ever heard the saying âThe brave may not live forever, but the cautious never live at allâ?â
âNo, I havenât heard that, but Iâll keep it in mind. Thanks for the proverbial insight, my stalker friend.â
He threw an arm across my chest to stop me and looked ahead, staring coldly into the dark. His body stiffened, but something in my gut told me that it wasnât because of the chilly air.
I turned my head to follow his gaze, but I saw nothing in the street ahead. A breeze scattered a handful of already fallen leaves. I smelled something