expensive?â
âNo. Though they are costly. No, the problem is that Iâve written some personal things in the journal, private things.â
Oh. âYou donât have to answer this, but what kind of private things?â
She hesitated. âThings I wouldnât want anyone to read. Itâs hard to explain.â
âIâm sorry. I donât want to pry.â
âYouâre not prying. Youâre being a good friend. Iâm going back in to look again. Maybe it got kicked under another pew. Or tucked in with the hymn books on a shelf.â
I offered to go in with her and help her search. She said no. Sheâd taken up enough of my time. I should go home. Sheâd email me if she found it.
âThanks for listening,â she said. âI know Iâm making too big a deal out of this. And after I told you I was low-profile compared to the other choir people! Forgive me.â
I said there was nothing to forgive, and goodnight, and I let her be.
And for all the tv crime shows Iâd watched in my time, Iâm sorry to say that thoughts of blackmail didnât even cross my mind. They crossed hers though.
CHAPTER TEN
A nna emailed me later that night. She said:
Hi Steph:
I searched all over the church and didnât find the notebook :(
As promised, Iâve attached the on-camera checklist.
Good luck with the filming.
Anna
I printed off her checklist, read it over and spent an hour rehearsing my script in front of the mirror. I laid out my clothes for the next morning, and at eleven oâclock, before Joanne even got home from her post-practice drinks, I went to bed. I wanted to look rested when I woke up.
To be honest, in the time between practice and going to sleep, I didnât think much about Annaâs journal. If someone in the choir had found it, they would have told her by now. And if a random stranger found it, theyâd probably throw it away. So what if her notes went into the garbage? How important could things like the word spicier written on a page be?
The next day, Joanne and I were up and getting ready for work at the same time.
âYou look beautiful,â she said when I came out of my room, hair and makeup done. âLike a TV star.â
âMo-om,â I said and rolled my eyes.
âMy bad. I forgot Iâm not supposed to act proud of you. Ever. Do you want a lift to the mall? I have enough time to make the detour on the way to school.â
In the car, I asked how the pub night had gone.
âIt was fun. About fifteen people from the choir came, men and women both. A group of them go out for drinks after every practice.â
âDid you meet any cute guys?â
She shot me an Are-you-kidding? look. âNo. But the conversation was lively. The first topic of the night was your friend Anna Rai. That was weird, wasnât it? That tearful announcement she made about the missing notebook?â
âYeah. I talked to her about it a bit afterward. It was her private journal that was lost. She doesnât want anyone reading it.â
She chuckled. âWendy was making Nancy Drew jokes. She kept referring to it as The Mystery of the Missing Notebook .â
I didnât say anything.
She said, âNancy Drew? The teenage detective?â
âWasnât that a movie a few years ago?â
âI was talking about the Nancy Drew books. As you know. Anyway, a man at the table whoâs a psychologist said the oddest thing about the incident was that Anna looked guilty when she stood up in front of the choir. As if sheâd done something wrong.â
âYeah? What does he know?â
âProbably nothing. Iâm just telling you what I heard. They sure like to gossip, that crew.â
âGod, the choir really is like high school.â
Joanne took that as a cue to start singing âHigh School Musical,â one tune that was not on the choirâs playlist. And that was the end