vandalising my own dance school.
âDonât worry,â said Ashley, grinning. âIf anyone asks, Iâll just say I saw Jasmine hanging around here.â
I didnât grin back. âOkay,â I said. âWell, whatever. My mumâs waiting so Iâve gotta go. Bye.â
The bad feeling in my gut got worse when I walked away after being mean to Ashley. But the bad feeling in my heart, knowing that Paige had kept secrets from me, was worse.
Chapter Ten
In the week before the competition, I walked into the change rooms at Silver Shoes and there were Riley, Paige and Ashley sitting in one corner, chatting and eating a bag of dried apples.
âOh, hey,â I said, going to them and helping myself to a big handful. I was being over-confident, I guess, because I felt a little left out and I didnât want the others to see. But thenI saw how much my piggy manners shocked Paige.
âSorry,â I said. âIâm starved. Whose are they?â
âMine,â said Ashley.
Great.
âSorry,â I said again. âI donât usually barge in and help myself to food.â
âThatâs fine,â she said. âYou look hungry. Better the apples than me.â
I saw a sneaky smile flicker at the corner of Rileyâs mouth.
âHowâs your solo coming along?â I asked Ashley.
âReally good,â said Ashley. âIt was nice of Miss Caroline to give me one.â
âYes,â I said, âit was.â
âI saw Ash rehearsing yesterday,â said Riley. âVery Beyoncé.â
âI donât really like Beyoncéâs dancing,â I said, which was a lie.
âIs Silver Shoes much different to Dance Art?â asked Paige.
âVery,â said Ashley. âItâs a lot more relaxed here.â
âYou donât really come to dance class to relax,â I said.
âNo,â said Ashley, âI meant, like, the feel of the place. Itâs easy to have fun here. You always dance better when youâre relaxed and having fun.â
âYouâre so right,â said Paige.
The dried apples turned to cardboard in my mouth.
âAnyway,â I said, âIâm going to warm up. It wonât be very relaxing if I pull a muscle when Iâm having all that fun.â
âIâll come with you,â said Paige. She gave Ashley one of her sweet Paige smiles. âThanks for the apples.â
âThatâs cool,â said Ashley.
Huh. Apples. Itâs not even tasty junk food. I decided that next week I would bring in a bigjar of snakes, like what we normally snacked on before class, before Ashley poked her nose in. Weâll see how much the girls remembered bland dried apples then.
âAre you okay?â asked Paige as we walked out into the second studio.
âOf course,â I said, flicking imaginary dust off my dance tights.
She gave me a hug. âJust in case youâre not.â
For a minute I didnât want her to let go because it made my heart feel big and lovely, and her baby-powder Paige smell was very comforting. But then I remembered about her secret dance life and shrugged the hug off.
I attached my hand to the barre and began swinging my leg back and forth. âAll I want is to do well at the competition.â I did a few more swings. âIt will be so embarrassing if the new girl beats me in my favourite style.â
âAt least you got a solo,â said Paige. She was fiddling with her cross-over, tying and untying the knot. When I tried to catch her eye in the mirror she wouldnât look back at me.
âWell, jazz isnât really your best style, Paige,â I said. âMaybe if we were doing lyrical you would have got it. Youâre better than almost everyone at lyrical. Or tap. Or even ⦠ballroom.â
Paige went as pink as my jazz boots.
âWh ⦠what?â she stammered.
âI saw you practising,