giggling. âItâs true!â
âWell, I was just trying to make Maggie feel better, because she was obviously annoyed at Olivia for some reason, and I thought Iâd just chime in. But then I said something like, âI canât stand those kind of posers!â or something.â
âOh,â said Emma, now not giggling.
âUh-huh. And I think Maggie told her.â
âThat traitor! You were just trying to make her feel better.â
âWell, all I did was make myself feel worse!â
âWhat can we do?â asked Emma.
I loved that she said âweâ! âI donât know. But youâre the best,â I said.
âYeah, but youâre still number one on Oliviaâs hit list.â
âYessss,â I agreed sadly. âYessss.â
CHAPTER 4
Quack
I resolved to confront Maggie first and to find out why she had ratted me out to Olivia. My nerves wavered, though, when I saw her walking in the hall with Callie. They were all dressed up, looking stylish and chatting intently, and I was too scared to interrupt them as they sailed by, oblivious to my existence.
My luck was with me, though, because I ran into Maggie in the bathroom just before homeroom.
âUh, Maggie?â I started, approaching her at the sink. My voice was kind of shaky. So not the image I wanted to project! I cleared my throat and then tried to establish some presence and poise, as if I were delivering a business presentation.
âHi,â she said in kind of an oh-itâs-just-you tone of voice. She peered at herself in the mirror and took out her makeup case.
âListen, I just . . . Iâm wondering . . . Why did you tell Olivia that dumb joke I made about her and skiing?â
Maggie turned and looked at me blankly. âWhat?â she asked.
âYou know, the note you passed me yesterday. About being careful about what I say about people?â
âYes, but it wasnât me who told her. It was Bella.â Her face darkened, and she turned back to the mirror. âShe said it was both of usâyou and Iâtalking about Olivia. Sheâs a total tattletale, just trying to suck up to Olivia.â
Isnât that what you do? I wanted to ask, but I didnât think the timing was quite right.
âSo, wait . . . Why isnât Olivia mad at you too?â
âShe was,â said Maggie, kissing her lips together to spread her clear lip gloss. She studied herself critically, took out a brush, and began to run it through her hair.
This was like pulling teeth! Now exasperated rather than intimidated, I said, âSo why isnât she mad at you anymore?â
Maggie put her brush away, zipped her case shut, and stowed it into her bag. âBecause I apologized,â she said briskly. And she turned on her heel and left me there, gaping.
Great, I thought. Now I have to apologize to Olivia? I couldnât even picture it. And since sheâd been so mean to me, part of me didnât even want to. Like, why should I be nice and kiss up to her, after all the mean stuff sheâs said this week? She should apologize to me!
I felt that horrible dread in my stomach that Iâd been feeling the past two days, ever since Olivia started being mean to me. I looked in the mirror Maggie had just vacated and saw my pale face, worried eyes, and set jaw. I looked scared and unhappy.
I took a deep breath and rearranged my features. Then, looking over my shoulder to make sure no one was around to see, I smiled at myself. I read in some self-improvement manual of Dylanâs that if you smile, it tricks your body into thinking youâre happy. But it wasnât working. I smiled harder. Still nothing.
Sighing, I frowned and felt better.
Well, at least I had a game face. Maybe that would scare Olivia away.
And I had math right after homeroom. That would be fun.
Except that it wasnât.
In math class, Mr. Donnelly