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barley make love anymore.  I didn’t know why at first, but after everything that has happened, now I do. What happened to the man who couldn’t keep his hands and body off me? I never changed any of the things that I did that were so exciting to him, things that gave him signals and made him very hot.
     
    I know my reason for marrying Justin, but what was his for marrying me? I thought it was mutual love for both of us, or was I just something to be conquered or some kind of notch on his sex ass? I can’t focus like I should. I am so low right now, feeling embarrassed and humiliated. Whoever said “who could feel so low with so much money,” must be from another world.
     
    I decided to follow again, off and on for a week and he’s doing the same thing, and again, with different women. I’m married to a sexual pervert!
     
    I think it’s time to confront him as soon as he gets home today. I always thought that if something like this happened in marriages, it always happened later than sooner, but not in this case. I think I let his body and sex overtake my mind, and of course I was pre-planning a wedding before I met the right man and had everything ready for it, and as I look around, I have no one to blame but myself, but we all have our weaknesses.
     
    With all of this, I can’t concentrate, and have put my business on the back burner without realizing it.  I can’t go on this way. My clientele are wondering where I am, and if I don’t get myself together, there’ll be gossip and my sales might plummet.
     
    CHAPTER 15
    Losing it
    I hear Justin coming through the door, “Hi honey, did you have a busy day?” “What are you talking about, I’ve been working.” I responded with “Working at what, screwing around?” I saw you walk out of your office building with a woman that I am sure is not one of my friends and when I saw you kissing her, I was certainly sure she wasn’t anyone I know. (But thinking to myself, for some strange reason, she looked somewhat familiar, but I just can’t fit the link in right now)  Justin asked, “What are you talking about?”  I’m screaming at the top of my voice, saying “Don’t try to lie and get out of it, I followed you and the b……to the Hotel and waited outside for more than an hour, when the two of you finally came out, and I hired a private investigator, who later told me that there was no use to continue to surveillance you, because I would be wasting my money, because of all of the different women, from all over the place!!!”  “I just want to know why you wanted to get married!!!” “I thought you really loved me Justin!” He then says in an arrogant voice, “Well now, since you really want to know why, I’ll tell why right now!!!” He was screaming at the top of his voice. “I was trying to marry before my friend, Sam, got married!!!” It was all a dare and I won!” “You know, I liked you, but just didn’t and still don’t love you like I know I should have and I don’t love anyone, not now anyway and can’t be tied to one woman and I don’t expect you to understand!” “I’m relieved and glad that you saw us, because she’s not the only one, she’s just one of many, as you and your investigator discovered!!!” “You’ll accept me for what and how I am or you won’t have me at all, and I don’t think you’d like that very much!” “I’ll do whatever I want, whenever I please and that’s it, end of discussion.”!!!
     
    Right about now Justin, I think it’s time to say, I’m filing for divorce you nasty perverted bastard!! You make me sick to my stomach and I want you to get out, now!! His reply was, very calmly, “I’m not getting out tonight Elizabeth.” I’ll let you know when I decide to.” “Yes, you’re getting out now!!”  “I’m going to call the police and have them throw you out, whether you like or not, you’re not the boss Justin, and I haven’t seen any gold or any other precious metal