Nat? I mean âHeading for the Heightsâ is not exactly a normal way of telling a father, or anybody else for the matter, where youâre off to. Wouldnât you agree?â
Nat refuses to agree â or disagree. Yes, heâs smart, this toe-rag, this prick, but maybe (he can only hope) not as smart as he thinks, or indeed seems, at this moment.
âAnyway your note gives the police a high old time, to coin an apt phrase.â And still he doesnât like bullies. âUp they all go, members of the force and their helpers. To all those obvious heights near Lydcastle: The Long Mynd, Corndon, The Stiperstones. No trace of you there. Funny, that?â
Nat doesnât want to be assaulted by the beams from this guyâs eyes any longer. So determinedly he screws his own tight shut.
But Luke isnât deterred by this childish response.
âAttention moves to take in The Clees, and The Strettons, even The Wrekin. Yes, Nat, youâll always, to the end of your days, be able to say you had the cops going all round the Wrekin .â He doesnât just smile here but actually laughs, and appears to have the nerve to think Natâll laugh too. (As if his thoughts ran in this kind of way. This journo is judging others by himself, which, in his pathetic case, is a bad thing to do.) âAnd then everybody was beginning to think. Well, if the boy isnât in the vicinity of Lydcastle, then mightnât âheightsâ apply to Snowdonia? Not too far away for a lively adventurous lad⦠By now operations must be costing police and tax-payers a pretty packet, Iâd say. But then they shouldnât be thinking of anything so sordid as costs in a matter of life and death, should theyâ¦?â
âFor Christâs sake!â For halfway through this q-and-a exchange â which has in truth degenerated into an âaâs session on the part of the questioner himself â Pete Kempsey, who was listening at the base of the stairs, has walked up them again to hear what his visitorâs saying, and what Nat, as it were, is not. But this last comment about police expenditure (something which has been tormenting him these last days) has brought him to the closed door. And hearing the compound word âlife-and-deathâ is just too fucking much. He must put a stop to it.
The sound of his approach has made Nat open his eyes on the world again all right. Thereâs his dad in the doorway, all red in the face, puffed and obviously furious. And to be reckoned with.
Nat feels a rush not just of gratitude but of respect for him.
âFor Christâs sake,â Pete goes again, âlay off him, Luke. I wonât have my boy given any more of this. Heâs not well, for a start. Canât you see that, you dickhead?â
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His interrogator, heâs glad to see, wasnât expecting an eavesdropper, which was a bit dim of him. (This is his dadâs house, after all.) Got carried away by his own sadism. And now he does seem (grat-ifyingly) embarrassed at being caught out, like those blokes guilty of Special Rendition whoâve argued they didnât know what they were doing. Another thing â he clearly hasnât expected sloppy-seeming Pete Kempsey to speak as a man of moral authority.
Pete hasnât finished. âPrint what you like, Luke, in that arsewipe you write for,â he goes, âwe can both stand it. The important thing is that Nat is safe and sound and here. With me. Alive. Compared with that, I donât give a toss!â
But Luke Fleming is far less disconcerted than Nat hoped.
âAgreed, agreed,â he says, âIâm human, arenât I?â (âAnd what does that say in your favour?â Nat mutters to himself, for his thinking on this very subject has undergone a significant change up on the Berwyn Heights.) âBut every one of us, Pete, has a duty to be truthful. Otherwise