looked likea sad chaotic mess. She jammed her eyes shut and cursed Nick Corelli for this new perspective, then cursed herself double-time for caring. His opinion of her living conditions shouldnât matter one blue-eyed damn. But when she opened her eyes they were focused on her bed, and she could still see his long denim-encased legs spread across it. She could still imagine his body heat seeping into the covers.
With a growl of frustration she strode to the door and hauled it open. A horse whickered softly across the way, instantly easing the tightness in her chest. She pulled the door to behind her and moved surefootedly toward the lone equine head that loomed over its stable door.
âHey, Star.â She smiled as she rubbed the proffered jaw, then let her fingers dwell on the velvet warmth of the animalâs muzzle. Warm, familiar, soothing. She felt her tense muscles relax another degree, felt her smile kick up a notch. âDonât you ever sleep?â she crooned as she ran her other hand along the mareâs neck and under her blanket, automatically checking for warmth.
The mare stalked off with an impatient shake of her head, then circled the box with her long graceful strides. She, Tamara Cole, owned half of this fabulous animal. Shivering with a flash of intense excitement as much as the cold, T.C. shoved her hands deep into her pockets. âNo,â she told herself firmly. âYou know you canât accept it.â
And if she didnât accept it, what would happen? She wondered if Joe had considered that possibility and if he had made some provision, named some alternate benefactor. Nick hadnât mentioned it, but then, he hadnât mentioned much at all, and she had been too stunned to think coherently.
Now a whole crowd of questions scrambled for answers. Why had George told her to carry on as usual, knowing she was now a part-owner? Why had Joe made her a part-owner, knowing she would likely refuse the gift? Why had he specifically requested she learn the news from Nick?
Frowning, she turned to lean her back against the stable door. It didnât surprise her that Joe hadnât left Yarra Park to any of his Melbourne-based family. Neither George nor any of his sisters had ever shown any interest in the propertyâin fact, they had bemoaned their fatherâs obsession with horses. An old manâs eccentricity, George had called it, with a condescending twist of his lips.
Nor did it surprise her that he had singled out Nick, the only one who had chosen his own career path in preference to a ready-made position in a Corelli company. At first that decision had caused a rift, but ultimately Nickâs independent success had earned his fatherâs respect and admiration. It made sense that Joe would consider Nick worthy of his beloved property, but would Nick appreciate the magnitude of the gift?
T.C. snorted. He called it a consolation prize, for heavenâs sake.
Frankly she couldnât see what he would want with a fledgling standardbred training establishment at the opposite end of the world from his New York base, and if he didnât want his half, what should she do about hers?
She blew out a breath and shook her head slowly. âGee, Joe, itâd be really good if you could help me out hereâ¦if you could tell me what you were thinking when you drafted that will.â Of course, no magical answer boomed out from beyond the steel rafters. âSeems like Iâll have to do this the hard way,â she told Star, knowing exactly how difficult that would be.
First she would have to deal with her treacherous bodyâs intense physical response to Nickâs presence, and then her awestruck mind might kick into gear and form some meaningful connection with her mouth. Maybe then she would be capable of asking all the questions that needed answering before she could decide what to do.
Three
T .C. intended posing those questions the next time