wouldallow him to breathe again. Then he sucked in a great gulp of air.
âHi, Liam,â he heard himself utter, unsure of where the words came from. âIâm yourâ¦father.â
Unsure of whether to reach for him.
Or not.
Unsure of how to go about it if he did.
Heâd never held a baby. His brothers didnât have kids yet. Luc and Sophie had been married a little over a year and had just announced that they were expecting their first child. Henri was a well-confirmed bachelor allergic to the thought of marriage, much less bringing another life into the world.
Though, obviously one didnât have to be married to have aâ¦son.
âWould you like to hold him?â Julianne held Liam out to him, as if reading his earlier thoughts. âHere, heâs kind of heavy.â
Alex took Liam from her, and was surprised by how solid and sturdy the boyâs small frame felt in his big, clumsy hands.
The boy squirmed. Alex brought him to his chest, shifting awkwardly, wrapping one protective arm around him and supporting his diapered bottom with the other.
His touch mustâve been too rough because the boy let loose a piercing wail that startled a flock ofpigeons, causing them to kick up dirt and gravel as they took flight, scattering in all directions. Liam cried and reached for Julianne.
This wasnât going well at all.
âHeâs tired and cold.â Her voice sounded apologetic. Even after yesterdayâs dealings, it was the first time sheâd allowed him to glimpse a softer emotion in her.
âRight. Sorry.â He handed the baby back to her. âI guess meeting here wasnât such a brilliant idea. I shouldâve taken the weather into account when I suggested it.â
There was an awkward pause as Liam settled down, snuggling into Julianne, resting his little head on her shoulder. Seeing them like that, it dawned on him that she couldnât be a complete ice queen if the boy was so fond of her.
Maybe he needed to step back and reframe the situation.
âWould you like to go get some coffee?â Alex suggested. âPerhaps Liam could have hot chocolate to warm him up.â
She shook her head. âHeâs too young for hot chocolate.â
âReally? I thought all kids drank hot chocolate or at least chocolate milk. I didnât realize there was an age restriction.â
She looked at him as if heâd suggested giving the boy whiskey.
âTechnically, I guess thereâs not an age restriction. If itâs going in a sippy cup, it would have to be only tepid chocolate, not hot. But really, Iâm simply trying to teach him good habits.â
What the heck was a sippy cup?
âIs chocolate a bad habit?â He smiled hoping sheâd realize he was simply trying to lighten the mood, not indict her. â You must not like it if you think itâs so bad?â
âI didnât say it was evil.â Her voice was hoarse with frustration. âI happen to like chocolate very much. But I have a hard time getting him to drink regular milk. When he has chocolate milk, he doesnât want the plain variety.â
He quirked a brow at her. âSo you have given him chocolate milk before?â
She leveled him with a murderous glare, and he knew heâd gone too far.
He held up his hands in surrender. âOkay, okay, Iâm sorry. Iâm just kidding with you.â He studied his shoes for a moment, searching for the words to explain. When he looked back up their gazes locked. âAlso, Iâm a little nervous. You see, Iâve never done this before.â
He gestured to the boy, who had fallen sound asleep on Julianneâs shoulder.
âI havenât either.â When she lowered her gaze to look at the sleeping baby, the image of Leonardo da Vinciâs Madonna returned. She was a classic beauty with her dark hair and piercing blue eyes. How had this escaped him yesterday?
In an instant,