send us away from everything weâve ever known. He neverââ
âHe made me your legal guardian, which means I can raise you however I see fit. But, as you are an adult now, Eliza, I suppose I canât force you to go. Yet I neednât let you stay. From this point on, youâre no longer permitted to live here.â
They didnât have to leave London, she thought, thank God. And they didnât have to live with Bess, either. Peterâs parents. They could stay with them in Shepperton. Peter was right about his apprenticeship. Heâd be earning a good wage soon. Surely then heâd propose. That was all he was waiting for. She and Rebecca would pack tonight. Leave this wretched place forever. Live with people who truly cared for them. This was a blessing, really. A blessing . . .
âAs for Rebecca,â Aunt Bess interrupted her thoughts. âShe is under my care until she is of legal age. I am her guardian. Not you. And, regardless of what you choose to do, she will be going to Wales.â
âNo!â Rebecca threw herself at Aunt Bess, stabbing her in the leg with the sewing needle then scratching at her stomach and face. âNo! No, you wonât take Eliza away! I wonât let you! No!â
âRebecca!â Eliza pulled at her sisterâs shoulders, tried to get her arms around her waist, but the girlâs wiry frame was tense with rage. She could not get a hold of her.
âBitch bitch bitch!â Rebecca screamed, now kicking Aunt Bessâs legs. Aunt Bess raised her hands in front of her face but otherwise did nothing to defend herself.
âRebecca, stop!â Eliza begged. Feeling a hand on her shoulder, she turned and saw Mr Drewry standing next to her. He pushed her aside and reached for Rebecca, but Eliza shoved him back.
âNo!â She threw her entire body over Rebecca and dragged her away from their aunt.
âI hate you!â Rebecca screamed. âI hate you, I hate you, I hate all of you!â She broke free from Elizaâs hold and ran into their bedroom.
The slam of the door was the full stop to her outburst. The room went quiet. Laughter from Mrs Grandersonâs wireless trickled through the ceiling.
Eliza watched as Aunt Bess bent over and extracted Rebeccaâs sewing needle from her thigh. A sheen of red glistened on the thin metal. Aunt Bess went pale then carried the needle to the kitchen sink. Eliza retreated to the bedroom. She closed the door softly behind her and rested her head on the cold wood, listening to Rebecca sobbing on the bed.
She could leave all this behind tonight.
She turned to her sister. âYou know you mustnât use such language. Itâs very rude.â She took her handkerchief and wiped Rebeccaâs face clean of tears.
âYou wonât leave me, will you, Eliza?â
Rebecca was so small for her age. Such a fragile thing, easily broken. Eliza could still see the cracks from before. Rebecca absolutely wouldnât survive being away from her again. Eliza took a breath.
âNever, dearie. Weâll stay together. Always. I promise.â
An hour later and the room was empty save a ratty blanket, their gas masks and Aunt Bessâs derelict furniture. Their entire lives fitted into two brown suitcases, except her books. There wasnât enough room. They remained on the shelf, abandoned, begging to be brought with them. The paperback Peter had bought her that afternoon lay abandoned on the shelf, unread and out of place. Eliza had to look away, unable to bear the sight. She wrapped up her hair in a headscarf and slipped on her ragged mauve coat. Into the pocket, she slipped one novel â a gift from Father. Forgotten in that pocket was a government pamphlet, one she received during her evacuation â Information on Bed-wetting for Householders Taking Unaccompanied Children . She considered saving it, then tossed it into the bin instead.
Aunt Bess sat in