alone.
That day after my dadâs arrest, the bathroom seemed colder, lonelier. I flipped open my phone and punched in the number for the jail. If Mr. Stewart wouldnât go to the bail bondsman, Iâd have to find someone else.
I gave the woman on the phone my dadâs booking number. âHe was supposed to see the judge this morning.â My voice echoed in the stillness of the bathroom. âI need to find out how much his bond is.â
âGive me one minute.â
I waited. This was a different woman from yesterday. This woman already sounded impatient.
âOkay, here it is. He was arraigned this morning.â Computer keys clacked. âNo bond.â
A chill crawled up my arms. âWhat did you say?â
âTimothy H. Waters. It says right here, bond was denied.â
âSo I canât bail him out? That canât be right. Why would the judge do that?â
âLots of reasons. He could be a flight risk. He could be a threat to civilians. But I donât know. If I knew, Iâd have a bigger paycheck.â
âBut . . .â I tried to focus through a spreading haze. âI donât even know where he is, how to talk to him.â
Her voice softened. âAs of this morning, heâs been moved to county. To the Samuel L. Mast facility. Hereâs the address.â
I wrote it down. As long as I wrote, I didnât have to think.
âAnd hereâs the website.â She rattled it off. âYou can check it for visiting hours.â
Easier said than done, since the police had my laptop. âWhat about a lawyer?â I asked. âWonât he get a lawyer?â
âThe court appointed him counsel. You want the name? The counsel probably wonât talk to you.â
âWhy wouldnât he talk to me?â But she didnât answer, just gave me the lawyerâs name and number. She told me to have a nice day and hung up, and I leaned against the wall and stared at what Iâd written.
For a few seconds, I couldnât move, couldnât think. Then the lawyerâs number came into focus and I remembered Mom saying something about letting Dadâs lawyer handle it. The lawyer would know what to do. I dialed the number, but an automated system kicked me over to his voice mail.
âYouâve reached Chase Hardy. Leave a brief message and a number where you can be reached.â
âUm.â I stumbled over my words. I should have planned what to say. âMy nameâs Tera Waters. Iâm the daughter of Timothy Waters. Who I guess youâre helping? Itâs really important that you call me back because I think I know why he got arrested. Iâm pretty sure itâs my fault, so if you could call me back and tell me whatâs going on, Iâd really appreciate it. I think I can help him.â And then I left my number.
The bell rang. Lunch was over.
At the locker beside mine, Ian Walker cursed and pulled on his combination lock. It didnât open.
âItâs fifteen, twenty-five, three,â I reminded him. Our lockers had been beside each otherâs since freshman year, and he was always forgetting his combination.
âThanks.â
I felt his eyes on me as I dialed my own combination. I glanced over. Did he know?
He tried to smile, but it came out looking sad. âThereâs something you should see,â he said.
âWhat is it?â
âSomeone posted about you on the school forum. I donât even know who did it.â
At first, I let myself hope that it had nothing to do with my dad. Maybe Mr. Stewart had made some announcement about my scholarship to the Paris Art Institute. Iâd beat out hundreds of other applicants, so it was a pretty big deal.
But that had happened months ago. He wouldnât be posting about it now. This had to be about Dad.
âCan you show me?â I asked, already dreading what Iâd see.
Ian pulled up the forum on his phone and