reasons.
Jack nuzzled her neck encouragingly. âDulci, this is where you say youâre sorry too about throwing that pot and you run your hands through my hair looking for any remnants of that damnable lump you gave me.â
âI donât think so, Jack.â Dulci pushed against his chest and stepped back, the moment lost to reality and disappointment. Sheâd been so ready to believe. She gave a flick of her head, nodding for Jack to turn around. It was the orangery all over again.
A throat cleared in the nominal darkness. A nervous, blushing page dressed in the royal livery of Hanover stammered his message. âExcuse me, my lord. I have an urgent message from Clarence House. I was told to find you and tell you to come at once.â
Dulci watched Jack straighten his shoulders almost imperceptibly, the boyish pleasure that had so recently wreathed his face instantly subdued. The transformation happened so swiftly, it was possible to think sheâd imagined the other. Jack pressed a few coins into the messengerâs hand, no doubt meant to buy his silence regarding where and how the boy had found the viscount and sent him on before turning back to her.
âDulci, Iâm sorry. I have to leave. May I escort you back inside?â He was all duty now. Did this happen with all his women or was it just her bad luck? She hadnât heard, but then again she couldnât imagine anyone wanting to brag Jack had thrown them over for a government summons.
âWhat could the king want this time of night? Isnât he off to his own clubs and entertainments?â Dulci had recognised the address immediately: the residence of William IV.
âEngland never sleeps, Dulci.â Jack gave her a kind smile that she found condescending.
âDonât patronise me, Jack,â Dulci snapped.
âIâll call on you tomorrow,â Jack offered. But she would have none of his olive-branch brand of pity.
âI will not be home to you. I am not going to become one of your easy women who let you kiss them whenever you pass through town.â Dulci pushed past him, angrier at herself than at him. Jack would always be Jack, whoever that really was. As much time as sheâd spent listening to rumours sheâd thought sheâd have under stood that by now. She would find her own way back inside and, after a decent interval, sheâd leave. The night had lost its lustre. But he halted her with a warm chuckle that said he didnât believe her bluff for a moment.
âYou canât ignore me, Dulci. Very well, donât receive me. But I will see you tomorrow night. At the Danby rout, if you remember,â Jack called softly. âIâll be the one in azure. Perhaps we can rename the ball the Blue Danby ball. It can be our private joke.â
She didnât want anything âprivateâ with Jack. Dulci fisted her hands in her gown where no one could see, her temper rising. It was just like Jack to make a joke when she was mad. Damn it all. Sheâd already forgot about the wager. She allowed herself the un lady like luxury of stomping her foot in frustration on the garden path. Sheâd known from the start coming out here with Jack was a bad idea; anything with Jack was a bad idea as sheâd proven yet again. At least sheâd have plenty to berate herself with on the lonely carriage ride home.
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The carriage was crowded for all that there was only one person in it, thanks to the enormity of her thoughts, Dulci groused an hour later. She felt slightly better thinking it was Jackâs fault, but that wasnât entirely true. Heâd merely opened Pandoraâs box with his kisses and let loose all nature of strange feelings and emotions into her world. Hopefully common sense hadnât got out with the rest. Maybe it still hung there like a butterfly with one wing caught in the closed box lid, the other wing struggling for release. It certainly
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