for purchasing ingredients had been significantly reduced. But it was Livia who took the audacious step of steaming open a letter for Sir Henry from his bank, and that was how they found out that the house was heavily mortgaged and their parents deep in debt.
(It was around the same time that Bernadineâs nursemaid was let go and the task of keeping an eye on her fell to her sisters, whose governess was also relieved of her duties, with Lady Holmes declaring that the girls were old enough to not need one anymore.)
Livia, already disillusioned with her parents, became even moreso: If they must make a mockery of their marriage, couldnât they at least be responsible stewards of their finances?
âHenrietta was careful,â said Charlotte. âRemember when she and Mamma went on that two-day trip to visit Mammaâs sick auntâor so they said? I found punched tickets from their journey and the destinations werenât anywhere Mamma had relations. But Mr. Cumberland mentioned all those places todayâlocations for his familyâs holdings. Thatâs what Mamma and Henrietta didâthey investigated those holdings on the ground, to make sure they were in sound shape.â
âHuh. I didnât give Henrietta enough credit.â
âHenrietta has always been clever where her own interests are concerned.â
âBut sheâs still marrying an idiot,â Livia flopped back down on the bed. âThough I suppose itâs better to marry an idiot than someone who thinks youâre an idiot.â
Charlotteâs attention returned to her cake. Livia stared at the ceiling, swarmed by pessimistic thoughts. She was startled when Charlotte spoke again, as much by the fact that Charlotte wished to continue their conversation as by Charlotteâs actual question.
âYou wonât marry an idiot, will you?â asked Charlotte.
âI certainly hope not,â Livia answered glumly. âOr at least with my eyes open if I do. What about you?â
âI donât want to marry.â
âBut how will you live? You know there wonât be enough money to keep us as spinsters.â
âI can earn money. If I were a boy, and there were no money in the family, wouldnât I be expected to have a profession?â
âYes, but you arenât a boy. Mamma will have a fit at the idea of one of her daughters . . . working.â
âMamma doesnât need to agree.â
Livia sighed. âYouâre deluding yourself if you think Papa will.â
She was unsentimental about Sir Henry, since Sir Henry had no use for her. But Charlotte was his petâhe was vastly amused by her combination of great intelligence, great oddity, and great silence. He regularly took her for walks, just the two of them. He bought contraband sweets for her. And he read her his favorite poems and was tickled that she could immediately recite them back to him.
âWhat makes you think he wonât?â asked Charlotte.
âThe same reason I think heâd fly into a rage if he found Mamma having an affair. He might appear congenial, but he isnât at all liberal in his thinking. Keep that in mind.â
Charlotte nodded, looking rather sadly at the empty plate before her.
It was the last time Livia saw Charlotte consume such a quantity of cakeâor of any comestible, for that matterâin one sitting.
The next few years brought a slew of unforeseen changes on Charlotteâs part. For one, she began to take an active interest in her wardrobeâstudying fashion plates, trying on different combinations of petticoats and stockings, accompanying Lady Holmes to browse selections of lace and feathers.
By extension, she paid far greater attention to her figure and stopped eating until she couldnât swallow another bite. The day she asked for a second helping of carrots and then forewent pudding at the end of the meal, Livia drew her aside and asked