Rafiâs hand gently in his own. âIt was a good game. Iâm really sorry about what happened.â
âWasnât the first time and wonât be the last.â Rafi glanced down at Eli. His voice sounded different, gruff even.
âIâm going to make sure that the coach talks to the boys, and Iâm going to talk to them, too.â Eli looked at Aviva. âNice to see you again,â he added flatly, because he was still someone whoâd never give himself away.
âYou, too.â Aviva kept her voice neutral. She stayed with Rafi in the empty gym while the boys changed out of their uniforms and then he turned off the lights and locked the door. The boys walked up the hill, and Rafi and Aviva got into their car.
âThat was terrible when the boys fought like that,â she said. âI hope Eli talks to the other team. I think he will, but I really didnât know him all that well.â
âAviva, you donât have to explain.â
She turned and touched his right arm, his three fingers hooked around the steering wheel. â Ani rak rotzah lagid lâcha, ââI just want to tell you, she began, in Hebrew, to emphasize her pointââI love you.â She loved all of him: the small mound of skin that jutted out from under his lower lip and the flattened nose that his older brother had punched and broken long ago. Rafi said that even when blood was gushing into his mouth, he hadnât stopped fighting.
âAnd I donât need to tell you how much I love you.â He gazed out, concentrating.
An orange cat darted in front of the car and Rafi braked and then drove slowly, weaving through the winding roads. White lights burned in some of the houses, but by the time they turned off the highway and into their village, the night had deepened all around. All Aviva could see was the vague outlines of the bales of hay in the darkened fields, and at the end of the road under the streetlights, the frayed edge of the sea.
3
January 16, 2002
Emily
E mily could not believe she was there. Right there in Laurenâs car, driving into her village of Peleg. Most of Emily was terrifiedâabout ninety-nine percent of herâbut the other one percent was excited.
âI know my dad would have been happy,â Emily said. âMaybe not about the reasonâwhich I still canât wrap my head aroundâbut because I moved to Israel to be with you. Yay, us.â
âI would never have moved here on my own,â Lauren said. âBut Iâm a wimp and you, obviously, are not.â
Emily looked at Laurenâs pregnant belly, waiting for her to say something else. Theyâd been best friends since theyâd lived in the same house on Willow Street in Cambridge as UMass Boston freshmen, yet there were times when Emily still couldnât tell what Lauren was thinking. And that was frustrating for Emily because she was born in Charleston, West Virginia,and as her mother always said, âWhat you think on Monday, every Jew in Charleston knows by Tuesday.â Only her mother pronounced the days Mondee and Tuesdee. Emily had dropped the accent as soon as she got a job at an art gallery on Newbury Street (she was convinced that nobody took people with Southern accents seriously), but she could still hear her motherâs words. And now it was Mondee, and Emily was craving to hear what Lauren would say about how sheâd completely flipped her life upside down.
âAnd . . . ?â Emily waited. She wished sheâd figured out by now how to get Lauren to say how she truly felt.
âIâm really happy youâre here,â Lauren finally said.
âBut . . . ?â Emily knew thereâd be a but .
âBut itâs not paradise,â Lauren said in that practical way that drove Emily crazy. âNot by a long shot.â
âDonât you think I know that?â
Big pause.
Emily watched a cloud
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