Cleveland for dinner, had steak tartare and a snifter of 20-year-old cognac. What the hell, I was flush.
I bought a pack of Camels from the cigarette girl, though Iâd lost the habit overseas. I couldnât carry American cigarettes and Kraut cigs taste like pine tar. I paid my check, washed up in the menâs room and straightened my tie in the mirror. I was ready.
I took the streetcar across the Detroit-Carnegie Bridge and hopped off at the corner of Lorain and 32 nd . My wristwatch said 8:49. The window sign said that Pappas Deli closed atnine. Mr. Pappas would be recuperating with a hot water bottle and a tumbler of Ouzo. Jeannie would be alone.
I hid in a doorway across the street just in case.
The deli went dark promptly at nine. I crossed the street and waited two doors down. I unzipped the pack of Camels and parked one in my mush. My heart was pounding. The spark was still there, Iâd felt it the second I saw her. Had Jeannie? Thatâs what I was huddled in this dark doorway to find out.
Where was she? Had she gone out the back?
No, the red OPEN sign was still in the window. Maybe she forgot to turn it over? I went to peer through the window and almost knocked Jeannie down as she stepped through the door.
âHal?â
âDammit Jeannie, youâve ruined everything.â
âWhat do youâ¦I donâtâ¦â
âDonât look at me,â I said. âJust go back inside, count to three and come out again.â
âHal, what theâ¦â
âPlease.â
Jeannie blew out a breath and did as I requested. I lipped a fresh butt, pulled a hank of hair across my forehead and leaned a shoulder against the doorway. Jeannie walked out. âHey there, beautiful,â I said. âGot a match?â
Jeannie looked me over coolly. âYour face and a donkeyâs bum.â
We cracked up, just like always.
âItâs good to see you.â
âYou too. What in the world are you doing here? In Cleveland? With that awful man?â
âItâs complicated.â
âIâm listening.â
âAww, shit, Jeannie I canât tell you. Not yet.â
I expected to get her rubber-lipped eye-rolling look. Jeannie had more facial expressions than a rhesus monkey. But she regarded me with a plain sad face.
âHal, I thought you were dead.â
âWhy would you think that?â
âGee whiz, I wonder?â
âI know your girlfriends got letters once a monthâ¦â
âOnce a week sometimes.â
âI was
behind
enemy lines.â
âHal, you were a wireless agent, isnât that right? Your job was to send messages, isnât that right?â
âSure, but personal stuff was strictly forbidden.â
âDammit Hal, you could at least have
tried.
â
âI suppose. I didnâtâ¦â
Jeannie pressed her strong dainty finger to my lips. It smelled of mustard.
âIt doesnât matter,â she said, her eyes saying just the opposite.
I bent to kiss her. âNot here,â she said, twisting away.
âWhere then?â
She looked at me for a long time. âIâm a married woman now.â
I watched her walk down the sidewalk, hugging herself for warmth, and enter her walk-up above the store. I trudged back toward Mrs. Bâs and thought things over. I didnât feel the cold.
Jeannie had a lot of questions she wanted answered and so did I. But she was right. It didnât matter now.
I approached Kieferâs German-American Tavern at the corner of Detroit and 25 th . Rosy-cheeked couples spilled out onto the sidewalk, arm in arm. I wove my way through them. They looked sublimely happy and content.
The sons of bitches.
Chapter Seven
This is the best part of being a double agent I thought as I climbed the stone stairs to the Standard Building the next day. As a spy I risked my neck every time I wirelessed my case officer. The SD, Himmlerâs spy hunters, had
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