puddle. âThey said youâd told them to get the key from us. But I had it with me on my key ring and because youâd forgotten to tell me, Anthony couldnât let them in.â
âWhat workmen?â I was sounding repetitive, but it was the only thing I could get hold of.
âI donât know what workmenâAnthony,â she called upstairs as we went into the hall, âwho were the workmen?â She didnât wait for an answer, instead snapping back to me, confused. âIf you donât know, who were they?â
âI donât know. But no one I know.â
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After dinner I tried Kit againânot work this time, just to chat. We had played telephone tag all day: He rang when I was on the phone, by the time I called him back his line was engaged again. Since he persists in refusing to learn how to use a computer, I couldnât even e-mail him, and gossip doesnât really carry via text.
Finally. âHello!â said Kit, in a startled voice. He always answers that wayâas though the phone is a wonderful toy that will bring him endless good things. As of course it will, for someone who lives on gossip.
âItâs me.â
â Well, where have you been ?â Kit talks in italics.
I ignored this insult to my intelligence. âWhatâs up?â
âGod, I donât even know where to begin. Alemánâs family have been stirring again.â
âStirring?â
âYou know, not talking directly to meâthey havenât done that since I started researchingâbut dropping hints to people: âI hear Kit Lovell, poor thing, has signed a big contract for this book, and isnât turning anything up,â or âDid you hear that Kit had to go dry out at that place in California?â Basically, the full range, from Iâve got nothing, to Iâm mad, a lush, doped to the eyeballs, or possibly all four.â
âWhatâs the harm? Basically, they know youâve got the goods and theyâre scared. But they canât do anything about it. Can they?â
âNo, of course not. Vernet can refuse me access to their shows, but not having reviews in the Sunday News is more damaging to Alemánâs replacement, and Vernet, than it is to me. In fact, having to look at that awful boyâs awful stuff would damage me more. How he got through fashion college Iâll never know, although I know exactly how he got his job, and doesnât he hate me for that.â
Kit knows everything about everyone. Sometimes Iâm glad my private life is so dull, because the thought of him passing on any juicy bits, making them juicier as they do the rounds, is too terribleâand he likes me. What he does to people he doesnât like doesnât bear thinking about.
âKi-it.â Itâs not easy to keep him focused. âThey canât do anything, Vernet are doing themselves more harm than theyâre doing you. Whatâs the problem?â
âSomeoneâs been in my house.â
âWhat? What do you mean? You were burgled?â
âNo, that would be straightforward. Someoneâs been here, but nothing is missing. You know how when you live alone a place just has a smell, almost an aura?â
Iâd have disputed this flight of fancy, if he werenât also right.
âI came in, and it was different. I thought I was being imaginative, but I looked around, and the place had been searched. Tidily, but searched all the same. A drawer I never shut entirely, because the handle is loose, was closed. The cushions were plumped up, the way I always do them, but two of them were reversed, which I wouldnât do. Things that no one who isnât tidy would notice, or no one who lives with someone else. But Iâm tidy and alone.â
Iâm the same. When you live by yourself you have an unconscious expectation of how things will be. When that expectation