residents, and a plain washstand. At first, her mother does not notice her, and Clara merely observes her in silence. Finally, however, Agnes sees her visitor.
âClarrie,â she says, greeting her daughter quite flatly, as if she were merely continuing an existing conversation, âIâm awful sick. Did you get it?â
âWhat?â
âThe medicine what the doctor said. Did you get it?â
âMedicine?â
âSorry, I think she means this,â says a nurse, who appears in the hallway from the adjoining room. âI was up with her last night. Carried on something awful, didnât you, Aggie?â
Clara looks round at the nurse. The girl, not much older than Clara herself, holds out a brown medicine bottle: â Balleyâs Patent Quietener, The Finest Extract of Laudanumâ.
âSheâs been downing it like thereâs no tomorrow, ainât you, Aggie? I thought we had a little bottle or two put by, but sheâs had it all.â
âDoes it do her good?â asks Clara.
âIt stops the coughing, helps her sleep, but we canât get no more this month. Miss Sparrow says we canât afford it.â
Agnes White coughs again.
âIs there anything I can do?â asks Clara, glancing pityingly at her mother. âDo you think I could get some for her myself?â
âOf this? If you like, if you can afford it. I donât see how the Missus could say no. Anyhow, Iâll leave you be,â says the nurse, smiling sympathetically, and then turning back down the corridor, âI must see to the others, but I think sheâll be all right. Youâre a toughâun, ainât you Aggie?â
Clara thanks her, and turns to look at her mother once more.
âLittle madam,â says Agnes White, watching the nurse depart. âSheâll have it herself, that one.â
âYour medicine? I do not think so.â
âMark my words. Itâs too late for me, anyhow. Itâs my time. Iâll be the next to go.â
She gestures at the empty bed opposite her own. Anyone who did not know the room would not recognise her meaning, but it is clear enough to her daughter. The bed is freshly made, and the odd little ornaments that belonged to her room-mate, and once sat neatly arranged on the wooden table, have been tidied away. Clara frowns at her motherâs morbid thoughts.
âI had better go,â she says. âThey will be missing me. I just came to see that you are all right.â
âWill you come again tomorrow?â
âI suppose so, if I can get away.â
âIâll be gone by then, anyhow.â
âMa, donât be ridiculous. The doctor said it ainât anything.â
âDoctors donât know nothing. Iâm dying.â
âI really must go.â
âWell, Lizzie knows Iâm right. She knows it. She agreed with me.â
âLizzie?â says Clara, perplexed.
âI says, âIâm dying, ainât I?â and she says, âYes, poor dear, I fear you is.ââ
âDonât fret, Iâll be back tomorrow, ma. You will rest up, wonât you?â
Agnes mutters something in reply, but her daughter does not stay to question her further. Instead, she goes directly downstairs and knocks on Miss Sparrowâs study.
âCome in.â
Clara goes into the room, and finds Miss Sparrow at her desk.
âAh, Miss White? How do you find your mother?â
âMay I ask something of you, maâam?â
âIf you wish. If you can be brief. I have work to finish.â
âIt is just something she said, my ma. I know she will talk nonsense, but has she had another visitor?â
âYes, indeed. I think your sister came and saw her yesterday.â
âLizzie?â
Philomena Sparrow looks in her notebook, and peers back at her. âYes, Elizabeth. I have a note of it here. Is there something wrong?â
âItâs just