Iâm looking down at the floor. Bill turns me round so I can dry the back of my pants. He pats me on the shoulder and goes back to his seat.
After Miss Hebert gets through with the second graders, she tells the children they can go out for recess. I can hear them getting their coats and hats. When they all leave, I raise my head. I still see Bill and Juanita and Veta sitting there. Bill smiles at me, but I donât smile back. My clothesâs dry now, and I feel better. I know the rest of the children goân tease me, though.
âBill, why donât you and the rest of the seventh graders put your arithmetic problems on the board,â Miss Hebert says. âWeâll look at them after recess.â
Bill and them stand up, and I watch them go to the blackboard in the back.
âEddie?â Miss Hebert says.
I turn and I see her sitting behind her desk. And I see Billy Joe Martin standing in the corner with his face to the wall.
âCome up to the front,â Miss Hebert says.
I go up there looking down at the floor, because I know she goân whip me now.
âWilliam Joseph, you may leave,â Miss Hebert says.
Billy Joe Martin runs over and gets his coat, and then he runs outside to shoot marbles. I stand in front of Miss Hebertâs desk with my head down.
âLook up,â she says.
I raise my head and look at Miss Hebert. Sheâs smiling, and she donât look mad.
âNow,â she says. âDid you study your lesson last night?â
âYes, maâam,â I say.
âI want the truth now,â she says. âDid you?â
Itâs a sin to story in the churchhouse, but Iâm scared Miss Hebert goân whip me.
âYes, maâam,â I say.
âDid you study it this morning?â she asks.
âYes, maâam,â I say.
âThen why didnât you know it?â she asks.
I feel a big knot coming up in my throat and I feel like Iâm goân cry again. Iâm scared Miss Hebert goân whip me, thatâs why I story to her.
âYou didnât study your lesson, did you?â she says.
I shake my head. âNo, maâam.â
âYou didnât study it last night either, did you?â
âNo, maâam,â I say. âMama didnât have time to help me. Daddy wasnât home. Mama didnât have time to help me.â
âWhere is your father?â Miss Hebert asks.
âCutting cane.â
âHere on this place?â
âYes, maâam,â I say.
Miss Hebert looks at me, and then she gets out a pencil and starts writing on a piece of paper. I look at her writing and I look at the clock and the strap. I can hear the clock. I can hear Billy Joe Martin and them shooting marbles outside. I can hear Lucy and them jumping rope, and some more children playing âPatty-cake.â
âI want you to give this to your mother or your father when you get home,â Miss Hebert says. âThis is only a little note saying I would like to see them sometime when they arenât too busy.â
âWe donât live home no more,â I say.
âOh?â Miss Hebert says. âDid you move?â
âMe and Mama,â I say. âBut Daddy didnât.â
Miss Hebert looks at me, and then she writes some more on the note. She puts her pencil down and folds the note up.
âBe sure to give this to your mother,â she says. âPut it in your pocket and donât lose it.â
I take the note from Miss Hebert, but I donât leave the desk.
âDo you want to go outside?â she asks.
âYes, maâam.â
âYou may leave,â she says.
I go over and get my coat and cap, and then I go out in the yard. I see Billy Joe Martin and Charles and them shooting marbles over by the gate. I donât go over there because theyâll tease me. I go âside the schoolhouse and look at Lucy and
them jumping rope. Lucy ainât