him. âUnusual,â he was later to testify. âNo normal,â he was later to say.
âMiss Ramsay,â he begins.
She sees how uncomfortable he is and doesnât help. Just waits, arms crossed.
âThereâs this woman claims she knows you, a Mrs. North.â
âYes, Iâve met a Mrs. North.â
âAnd she claims you gave her some tea, herbs . . .â
âFor her morning sickness. Yes.â
âAye. Right.â He has his notebook open, his pen poised, but is looking down at his boots, seeing how the mud has splattered the usual high shine and thinking they need a good clean, thinking why wasnât there a woman around who could ask the uncomfortable questions. Constable Harrisâs knowledge of the internal workings of womenâs bodies was still at fifteen-year-old-schoolboy level.
âMrs. North,â Alice prompted.
âShe lost the baby.â He says this without looking at her.
Alice knew already. âThatâs sad.â She remembers the timid wee woman, how desperate she was to have a baby, a son. And she remembers the fading bruises on the womanâs left arm.
âI fell over,â Mrs. North had said.
Alice had pretended to believe her.
âTrouble is,â the young constable says, âsheâwell, mostly him, her husbandâtheyâre saying it was your fault. You made her this potion, and thatâs why she lost the bairn.â
âWhy on earth would I do that?â
He remembered the husband saying that because she had no man and no children, she was jealous of those who did. âI donât know,â he says.
At the end of the farm track, then the single-track road with passing places, Joanne turned right for the main road south. The meeting with Alice had been oddly tiring. The drive home, with the last hour in the darkest dark, she acknowledged might be hazardous. âBlast McAllister for being right,â she muttered as she changed down to second gear and drew into a passing place to allow a large lorry full of frantic sheep, heading for the abattoir, and late, to speed past. The chorus of terrified bleats upset Joanne. Pulling out onto the main road again, she realized how exhausted she was, how unsafe it would be to drive nearly four hours, half of that after sunset.
Four months ago she had been shut in a cellar by a madwoman for days, and the dark was still a challenge. It would be hours until the light faded, but the final stretch on a twisting, challenging drive around two firths, over bridges narrow and humpbacked, and under the doglegs of the railway line would be nerve-racking.
She saw the signpost for the town, followed by a sign for a hotel in town, and it seemed a good alternative. And exciting. Joanne could not remember ever having spent a night alone in a strange bed in a strange place.
The reception desk had a brass bell with a sign saying âRing.â She did.
âHello. How can I help you?â The woman was middle-aged, with brown middle-length hair, dressed in a middle-aged matronâs uniform of tweed skirt and Shetland jumper and a single strand of freshwater pearls. Then she smiled with a much younger smile.
âDo you have a room for tonight?â
âWe do. Lucky thereâs no golf tournament right now, else weâd be booked out.â The woman opened the register. âOne night?â
âYes, please. Mrs. Joanne McAllister,â she said, then asked, âAnd can I use the phone? Itâs a trunk call; Iâll reverse the charges.â
âDown the corridor, next to the snug bar.â
âYes, operator, weâll accept the charges,â Annie answered. âMum, where are you? Why arenât you home yet?â
âIâm fine.â It was like speaking to her former mother-in-law, Granny Ross. âJust donât fancy the drive here and back in one day. Can I speak to McAllister?â
âMcAllister!