address from her. Idecided to walk down to your apartment and ring your bell. Then right in front of me I see a pretty girl in need of help, and here we are.â
She felt his arm tuck firmly under her elbow. Suddenly instead of feeling fatigued and depressed, she was absurdly happy. She glanced at his face.
âDo you go through this every night?â he asked. His tone was both incredulous and concerned.
âWe usually manage to get a bus in bad weather,â she said. âTonight they were so full, there was hardly room for the driver.â
The block between Lexington and Park was filled with high-stooped brownstones. Jenny pointed to the third house on the uptown side. âThatâs it.â She eyed the street affectionately. To her the rows of brownstones offered a sense of tranquillity: houses nearly one hundred years old, built when Manhattan still had large neighborhoods of single-family homes. Most of them were gone now, reduced to rubble to make way for skyscrapers.
Outside her building, she tried to say good night to Erich but he refused to be dismissed.
âIâll see you in,â he told her.
Reluctantly she preceded him into the ground-level studio. Sheâd made slipcovers in a cheerful yellow-and-orange pattern for the battered secondhand upholstery; a piece of dark brown carpet covered most of the scarred parquet floor; the cribs fit into the small dressing room off the bathroom and were almost concealed by the louver door. Chagall prints hid some of the peeling wall paint and her plants brightened the ledge over the kitchen sink.
Glad to be released Beth and Tina ran into the room. Beth spun around. âIâm very glad to be home, Mommy,â she said. She glanced at Tina. âTina is glad to be home too.â
Jenny laughed. âOh, Mouse, I know what youmean. You see,â she explained to Erich, âitâs a little place but we love it.â
âI can see why. Itâs very pleasant.â
âWell, donât look too hard,â Jenny said. âThe management is letting it run down. The building is going co-op so theyâre not spending any more money on it now.â
âAre you going to buy your apartment?â
Jenny began to unzip Tinaâs snowsuit. âI havenât a prayer. It will cost seventy-five thousand dollars, if you can believe it, for this room. Weâll just hang in till they evict us and then find someplace else.â
Erich picked up Beth. âLetâs get out of those heavy clothes.â Quickly he unfastened her jacket, then said, âNow weâve got to make up our minds. Iâve invited myself to dinner, Jenny. So if you have plans for the evening, kick me out. Otherwise point me to a supermarket.â
They stood up together and faced each other. âWhich is it, Jenny,â he asked, âthe supermarket or the door?â
She thought she detected a wistful note in the question. Before she could answer, Beth tugged at his leg. âYou can read to me if you want,â she invited.
âThat settles it,â Erich said decisively. âIâm staying. You have nothing more to say about it, Mommy.â
Jenny thought, He really wants to stay. He honestly wants to be with us. The realization sent unexpected waves of delight through her. âThereâs no need to go shopping,â she told him. âIf you like meatloaf weâre in great shape.â
She poured Chablis, then turned on the evening news for him while she bathed and fed the children. He read a story to them while she prepared dinner. As she set the table and made a salad she stole glances at the couch. Erich was sitting, one little girl under each arm, reading The Three Bears with appropriate histrionics.Tina began to doze and quietly he pulled her on his lap. Beth listened rapturously, her eyes never leaving his face. âThat was very, very good,â she announced when he finished. âYou read almost as
Janwillem van de Wetering