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nodded and wiped away tears. “You’re right. I’m not going to give up seeing Kaitlyn, though. I want to talk to Cameron about working out a schedule. Maybe I can take her a couple of afternoons a week.”
    “See, you have a plan.”
    Or at least part of one, Rina thought glumly.
    The sound of several women laughing caused her to look to the bar side of the room. At least thirty women were setting up for what looked to be a bridal shower. Rina remembered all three of the Hendrix triplets were getting married over the holidays. Not that she begrudged them their happiness, but ouch.
    “This hurts,” she admitted. “What a stupid time of year to put it all on the line. I love Christmas. It was always a big thing in my house and I know my grandparents are looking forward to it.”
    “So you’ll be with them and that will be nice.”
    “I know, it’s just...” She swallowed and fought more tears. “We’re supposed to go Friday to pick out the tree. That will be hard.”
    Jesse leaned toward her. “I know it will.”
    “You’re not going to try and talk me out of it?”
    “No. If you think you can stand it, you should stick with what’s planned. For Kaitlyn. She adores you and getting a Christmas tree is a big deal for an eight-year-old.” Jesse studied her. “You’ve seen him?”
    “Since I made my pronouncement yesterday? Briefly. When he came home from work and again this morning when I went to get her ready for school. He hasn’t said anything.”
    This morning he’d simply handed her a cup of coffee and said he would see her at the office. Kaitlyn had been the one to remind her about their date to pick out a tree.
    “I’m avoiding him at work,” Kaitlyn said. “It’s a month, right? I can stand this for a month.”
    Jesse shifted in her seat. “He came to talk to me this morning.”
    Rina stared at her. “And? What did he say?”
    “That he wasn’t online anymore. Looking.”
    Looking, as in... “Oh. You mean he’s not trying to find someone.”
    “Right.”
    Rina picked up her glass of wine, then put it down. She was sure it was wonderful, but she’d yet to take a sip. The thought of it made her stomach flip, and not in a good way.
    “I wasn’t sure if I should tell you,” Jesse admitted.
    “Don’t worry. I’m not going to get my hopes up. Cameron isn’t a bad guy. He’s stupid, but not evil. I made it pretty clear that rejecting me and going in search of an online girlfriend in the same day was awful and I’m guessing he believed me.”
    “He did.”
    “So we’ll fake our way through this. After the first of the year, I won’t have to deal with him anymore.”
    The thought should have relieved her but instead she felt sad and empty. Because dealing with Cameron and his daughter had become the best part of her world.
    “It’s snowing!” Kaitlyn stared up at the sky, her eyes wide, her lips curving into a huge grin.
    Tiny, wispy flakes drifted to the ground. Rina knew they wouldn’t stick and that in a matter of minutes the snow would stop, but for as long as it lasted, it was beautiful. An unexpected gift designed to remind her life did indeed keep moving on.
    She and Kaitlyn walked through the Christmas-tree lot. Holiday music blasted out of battered speakers and plastic reindeer and Santas blinked on and off. The two college-age guys helping customers wore sweatshirts with snowmen on the front.
    Kaitlyn clapped her mitten-covered hands together. “They’re all so beautiful. How will we decide? Daddy said the ceilings are twelve feet tall, so we can’t get anything taller than that.”
    “We could if we put the tree at an angle.”
    Kaitlyn laughed. “It would look funny and all the decorations would fall off.”
    “If you’re going to be picky.”
    The girl wrapped her arms around Rina’s waist and squeezed. Rina hugged her back, holding on to the moment, knowing that even if she saw Cameron’s daughter a couple of days a week, their relationship would never be