cover-crowd, but he couldnât understand the laughter, either. Carmine wheeled to face Wesley, his mouth ugly with scorn.
âPunk! Filthy, guttersnipe punk! Raised in garbage, so itâs only fucking garbage you understand, huh? Yeah, I sent the five crates to that weasel of a clerk, but what I want from you, kid, is nothing! You get that? Carmine Trentoni wants nothing from you and he gave you the five crates for free, no payback. Can your punk mind understand that?â
The vehemence of Trentoniâs speech knocked Wesley back, but his habits had been formed years before that day, so he just asked, âWhy?â
âWhy? Iâll tell you why: I know why youâre here, which is more than
you
know, right? I know what happened in the House. I laid those five fucking cartons on the clerk because I
wanted
to. And if you try and pay them back, Iâll rip the veins outta your punk throat.⦠You got that?â
âYes.â
Wesley turned and walked to his cell, not looking back. It took him another ten days to learn that Carmine was serving three life sentences, running wild, for three separate gang murders, committed more than twenty years ago. He had stood mute at his trial, refusing even to acknowledge the judge or his own attorney. At the sentencing, when asked if he had anything to say for himself, Carmine faced the judge with a pleasant smile.
âYou canât kill what I stand for.â
He had never elaborated on that statement, not even to the questioning reporters to whom most prisoners were eager to talk. He had never appealed the convictions and had ignored parole hearings for which he was scheduled many years later.
He ran the prison Book, but he wouldnât shark cigarettes or do anything else for money. The rumors were that he had killed twice more while in prison, but nobody really knew who the killer of the two unrelated victims was. They had been found in their cells, one stabbed and one burned to a crisp. There had been no evidence, no witnesses, and no indictments.
W esley listened until he had heard enough; then he went looking for Carmine Trentoni. He found him standing in a corner of the Yard, watching a couple of his men taking bets. Wesley waited until Carmineâs men had finished operating and then walked over. At a silent signal, Carmineâs men stepped off to give him room.
âThereâs something I want to say to you.â
Carmine just looked frozen-faced, staring through Wesley to someplace else.
âThank you for the cigarettes. Youâre a real man, and Iâm sorry for what I thought of you.â
Carmineâs face broke into a huge grin, and he slapped Wesley heavily on the biceps. âOkay, okay, thatâs goodâI was right about you!â
They shook hands. And from that day on, Wesley went everyplace Carmine did. The first thing Wesley did was quit his job in the machine shop. Carmine had told him:
âWhat you wanna work in the fucking machine shop for? Iâll tell you. One, you think youâll learn something useful for when youâre back on the bricks. This is one-hundred-percent wrong, Wesâthe only thing you can make in that stinking place is a shank, and you can always buy one. You think theyâll let you join the fucking union when you get out? Okay, now, number two, you think you going to impress the Parole Board, right? Wrongâyou donât want a fucking parole.â
âWho donât want a fucking parole?â
âYou donât, and Iâll tell you why
if
you listen. What you going to do when you get out? You going to work in a gas station, push a garment rack? Gonna wash cars, kiss ass â¦Â what?â
âIâm going toââ
ââsteal.â
âYeah,â Wesley acknowledged. âI guess thatâs what Iâll be doing, all right.â
âYou know why?â Carmine challenged.
Wesley smiled, but it wasnât the icy
Debbie Gould, L.J. Garland