had an easy life, that was plain, but one thing it had taught her was something I lacked: patience. All she said when I walked into the agency and Tamara came out and introduced us was, âThank you for seeing me. I wouldnât have asked if it wasnât important.â Diffident and deferential, too. Oh, yeah, she had me hooked already.
We went into my office. She walked stiffly, as if her feet or maybe her back hurt. The connecting door to Tamaraâs office was closed, but my partner is an inquisitive and sometimes rash young woman; I would not be surprised to find out later that she had an eavesdropping ear to the panel on her side.
I said, âIâm sorry for your loss, Mrs. Fentress,â when she and I were seated. The words had a hollow, awkward ring, as they always do when you say them to a stranger.
âThank you. It was ⦠a terrible shock. Ray was only home a week. Seven days, that was all we had after eighteen months apart. You know he was in prison?â
âYes.â
âFor a foolish crime he committed while he was drunk, God knows why. Thereâs no doubt he was guilty of that. But what happened up north, what they claim he did there ⦠no. No.â
I didnât say anything. Family members often staunchly believe their husbands, wives, sons, daughters, are innocent, no matter how serious the crimes or how much evidence there might be to the contrary.
âHe didnât do it,â she said again. âHe didnât kill that man Mears. Or shoot that poor dog, either. He loved dogs ⦠we have one of our own.â
âThe crime scene evidence says otherwise.â
Vehement headshake: disbelief, denial. âItâs wrong, thatâs all; it couldnât have happened the way it looked. Ray never owned a handgun. A hunting rifle, yes, he used to go deer hunting sometimes, but not a handgun. He wouldnât have one in the house.â
Maybe that was because heâd never had need of one before. I could have said as much. I could also have told her how easily almost anybody, and particularly a man whoâd just been released from prison, could buy a Saturday night special on the streets on short notice. Or reminded her of the fact that the forensic tests proved heâd fired the one found in his hand. But none of that would have swayed her, so I said nothing at all.
She said, âWhatever Rayâs reason for going to see Floyd Mears, he didnât bring a gun with him and it couldnât have had anything to do with marijuana. Please believe me.â
I said carefully, âMrs. Fentress, it makes no difference whether I believe you or not. Itâs strictly a police matterââ
âHe had asthma,â she said.
â⦠Howâs that again?â
âRay. He had severe asthma. He didnât smoke; he couldnât stand to be in a room with anyone who did.â
âWell ⦠some asthmatics claim that marijuana doesnât affectââ
âRay wasnât one of them.â
âYou do know the investigating officers found a Baggie of it in his coat pocket? Three hundred dollarsâ worth.â
âSomebody put it there, the same person who put the gun in his hand.â When I made no comment, she said, âYou think he might have picked up the habit in prison,â which was exactly what I was thinking. Cons in lockups like Mule Creek have more ways than you might think of obtaining drugs. âBut youâre wrong. He never smoked a joint in his lifeâhe couldnât, I tell you. His asthma was so bad he had to carry an extrapowerful prescription inhaler to prevent severe attacks. Thatâs one of the reasons, the main one, we were planning to move.â
âMove?â
âTo Arizona or New Mexico, we hadnât decided which. Someplace where the air is dry. Someplace where nobody knew heâd been in prison.â
âWhen were you planning to