Grandfather, not at Farrington.â
âYes, I know. But what caused her to flee again? What if it truly was fear? What if the earl does have a temper as dangerous as the servants claim? What if that temper did, in fact, provoke Lizaâs flight and, ultimately, her death?â
âI donât believe that. Lord Farrington would never hurt Liza. Didnât you see the pain on his face just now when he looked at Noelle? That wasnât guilt, Grandfather, that was anguishâanguish that makes it unbearable for him to have her near. Why? Because sheâs the image of her mother. Heâs never gotten over losing Liza.â
âEven if thatâs so, Noelle is the one now being hurt.â
âI agree. Noelle sees only her uncleâs rejection, not the pain beneath it. Sheâs far too young to understand. But I do understand. I want to help. Please, Grandfather, let me do this. I know in my heart itâs the right thing. And, at the same time, Iâll be offering our parish the funds it needs to survive. Not only now, but always.â
The vicar smoothed Brigitteâs hair from her brow. âChild, even if I disregard my qualms about Lord Farrington, Iâm still not at ease. You have no idea what it means to be a wife. Iâve never prepared you â¦â
âI know whatâs entailed,â Brigitte interrupted softly. âHowever, your worry is most likely unfounded. Lord Farrington gave us no indication that he wants anything more than a governessâsomeone to share his name, not his bed.â
âStill, youâre a beautiful young woman. And the earl is a man.â Curran frowned. âI should have anticipated this day and better planned for it. But somehow the years dashed by without my notice. One moment you were a shy little girl. The next, youâre a woman grown, eighteen and ready to begin your own life.â He shook his head in wonder. âDid I fail to see the signs? Have there been gentlemen whoâve shown interest?â
âNo,â Brigitte returned adamantly. âAt least none whose interest Iâve returned.â
âBecause of Lord Farrington?â
Utter candor shone in her eyes. âYes.â
The vicar fell silent, wondering why all his supposedwisdom wasnât sufficient to provide him with the insight he needed right now. Torn between reason and affection, he sought a higher voice, beseeching Him for advice.
In the end, he wasnât sure which was more compelling, Godâs will or the appeal on Brigitteâs face.
âAll right, child,â he relented. âIâll marry you to Lord Farrington. I only pray Iâm doing the right thingâfor you and for Noelle.â
âYou are.â Brigitte gave him a fierce hug. âThank you, Grandfather. Iâll hurry and finish packing. I have only three students left to visit. Then Iâll be ready.â
âIâll await your arrival in the church.â A hint of a smile appeared. âThat is, if itâs still standing. The earl and Noëlle have been there for hours. By now the entire structure may be reduced to a pile of debris.â
Brigitte grinned. âThen weâll rebuild it.â
âStructures are far easier to rebuild than lives.â
âTrue. But the results are not nearly as rewarding.â Gently, Brigitte kissed her grandfatherâs cheek. âDonât worry,â she whispered. âI shanât be going to Farrington alone. Iâll take with me your most precious gifts: love, determination, and an abundance of faith. Armed with those tools, how can I fail?â
four
T WO HOURS LATER, B RIGITTEâS CONFIDENCE WAS SUBJECTED TO its first test.
Before her loomed the tangible evidence of her onerous challenge: Farrington Manor.
Slipping off her coat, she took a long look about her new home. The entry hall was barren, devoid of furnishings or objects, other than one upset chair that