people are dead. I hate it. I hate that the slavers did this. But they canât use this shit anymore. And the only way theyâre ever going to get justice is if we live. And if that means eating their food and drinking their water, then fine. Itâs survival, brother. They died because they were weak. We are strong. We will live. And weâll make them bleed. For this and everything else.â
Huxley grinds his teeth, but nods.
Jay points to the oxen. âSee what you can get off those things. Iâll see what else I can find.â
Huxley sets to work on the ox nearest him. The slavers didnât bother to take the rib meat, which there is plenty of. Huxley pushes the huge gut bag out of the way with his foot and finds that there is even some loin left from the slaversâ hasty hack job.
Huxley has an armful of bloody, dripping meat when he hears Jay utter a quick cry.
âWhoa! Hey!â
Huxley spins, bloody knife in his sticky hands, and he nearly drops the armload of meat in the dirt. Jay is at the pile of bodies and he looks like heâs jumped back a bit. Now heâs peering back at the bodies. From the pile, Huxley can hear a low mumble.
âHoly shit,â Jay mutters. âHux, this guyâs still alive.â
Huxley shoves the armload of meat onto the oxenâs ribcage to keep it from getting dirt on it, and he runs to the pile of bodies. Jay is already there, pulling the top body out of place. Huxley can see a hand moving, just slightly in the tangle of limbs. The live one is two bodies down. As Huxley helps Jay pull the bodies away, he notices they are all dark-complected. He hadnât noticed it before.
Mexicans, most likely.
The man underneath the bodies is older, his face a craggy mess of wrinkles. He is covered in his own blood and the blood of his family and friends. He has been shot through the chest, twice. Somehow he clings to life.
Jay stares at the man, but speaks to Huxley. âHe mustâve pretended to be dead.â
Huxley cannot imagine. Lying under the people you loved. Waiting for the enemy to leave. He wants to weep for the man, but he canât summon up the intensity of feeling. Everything is numb. He still feels nothing.
The manâs dry lips part, and he points with a shaking hand. East. Of course. âLos lobos,â he mutters. âAve MarÃa purÃsima. Los lobos.â
Huxley shakes his head. âI donât understand. English?â
The other man blinks, fights pain for a second. His eyes go wide. âAgua,â he says, spying the water skin slung over Jayâs shoulder. âAgua, por favor.â
Huxley understands that. âWater? You want water?â He reaches for the water skin.
Jay smacks his hand away. âWhat are you doing?â
Huxley looks at the other man. âHeâs asking for water.â
Jay puts a protective hand on the skin. He speaks under his breath, as though the Mexican can understand them. âHuxley, this guyâs dead.â
âHe looks pretty alive to me.â
Jay bares his teeth with frustration. âI mean heâs going to be dead. Giving him water would be a waste.â
âItâd be mercy.â Huxley reaches for the skin again.
Jay jerks it away. âMercy would be putting him out of his misery, not giving him the stuff we need to survive. Iâm fucking serious. Iâm not giving him the water.â
âAgua,â the Mexican murmurs. âPor favor.â
Huxley still holds his bloody knife in his hand.
Jay glances at it. âIâm not giving him the water. You gonna kill me over it?â
âIâm not gonna sit and listen to this guy moan for the next hour until he dies.â
âThen kill him.â
âIâm not gonna kill him.â
âThen deal with it.â
Huxley looks quickly between the dying man and Jay. His lips are tightened to a bloodless line. His jaw muscles bunching as he grinds his