first.â
Patrick sounds like heâs just going to roll over and accept his fate rather than fight it. He has been in jail too long; heâs become submissive. Where is her take-charge, fix-everything husband?
âHave you called Hollis?â Jennifer asks.
âI called him, he knows, but thereâs nothing he can do about it, and even if there were something he could do about it, it would likely take the same amount of time I have to wait anyway. Itâs only three more weeks,â Patrick says. âIâve gotten through eighteen months. I can wait three more weeks.â
Maybe he can, but Jennifer canât. June 1 is decorated with a pink heart on her calendar. In her mind, the day is a starburst. She has rationed her energy and her patience to make it to June 1ânot a day longer. And certainly not three weeks longer. She has already planned a family dinner for Patrickâs first night homeâpoached salmon with mustard-dill sauce and the crispy potato croquettes that Patrick loves. And then the following two nights, Jennifer has farmed the boys out on sleepovers so that she and Patrick can have the house to themselves. She has bought new lingerie and new sheets; she has ordered a tin of osetra caviar and chilled a vintage bottle of Veuve. She has told Jaime, their youngest, that Patrick will make it to his final lacrosse game of the season. The plans are so embedded in Jenniferâs mind that she canât shift them forward three weeks. She just canât!
âIt sounds like you
want
to stay in jail,â Jennifer says. âMaybe you have a little romance going on with Janine from Processing.â
âJennifer,â Patrick says. âPlease.â
âPlease
what?
â
âPlease try to understand. This isnât my fault. It isnât anyoneâs fault. It was a misunderstanding. A scheduling glitch.â
Jennifer nods into the phone but she canât speak. She knows itâs not Patrickâs fault. She knows she should accept this news gracefully and adjust her expectations. Sheâs an interior designer. She, of all people, understands delays. It happens all the time in her businessâcarpets from India get stuck in Customs, quarries run out of a particular kind of granite, her son Barrett gets walking pneumonia and Jennifer has to postpone an installation by a week.
âOkay,â she says. âWeâll see you on the twenty-first.â
âThatâs my girl,â Patrick says.
Jennifer hangs up the phone. Immediately, she calls Norah Vale.
Itâs June 20, the first day of summer, when Jennifer drives out to Shirley, Massachusetts, to pick Patrick up. She canât seem to control her nerves, despite eating two Ativan for breakfast. Her heart is slamming in her chest, almost as if sheâs afraid. Afraid of what? She went to visit Patrick a week ago Thursday and talked to him yesterday afternoon, but this is different. Heâs coming home. Heâs coming home!
Patrick is standing by the gate with his favorite guard, Becker, a man even Jennifer has come to know and appreciate. Jennifer barely remembers to put the car in park. She jumps out and runs into Patrickâs arms. He picks her up and they kiss like crazy teenagers until Becker clears his throat and says, âYou all need to get a room.â
Patrick shakes Beckerâs hand and says, âThanks for having my back, man. Iâm gonna miss you.â
âNo, you wonât,â Becker says with a smile. âNow get out of here.â
Patrick drives them home. He says, âItâs like the world is brand-new. I missed driving.â
âYou hate driving,â Jennifer says.
âIâll never complain about it again,â Patrick says. âIâll never complain about anything again.â
Itâs a good lesson about the things we take for granted, Jennifer thinks. Patrick reenters the free world with the enthusiasm of a