that.â
âMost of those are overcrowded slums. Two or three families all living together under one roof, sharing everything from kitchens to lavatories,â he told her flatly.
âI know, and I donât mind. Iâve become used to sharing a room with someone since Iâve been at Hilbury.â
âItâs not quite the same though, is it? I imagine everything is scrupulously clean at Hilbury andââ
âBut I have to find somewhere, Lewis. Look, we have to get back before anyone misses us and wants to know why we went out so early.â Her voice rose and she smothered back a sob. âIâm counting on you to help me to find somewhere to live and then, after Iâve had the baby, please would you help me to arrange for it to be adopted?â
Lewis looked taken aback. âAll right, all right. I understand the fix you are in, but I do need time to think this through. When did you say you thought this baby was due?â
âAbout the same time as yours; sometime in February. So you see the predicament I am in and how much I need your help.â
âIâm still of the opinion that you should tell Mother, or even the Hendersons â after all, it
is
their grandchild.â
âThat is right out of the question,â Christabel told him. âIf you wonât help me, then Iâll find someone else who will or Iâll get rid of it myself somehow.â
âChristabel! You are overwrought; you donât know what you are saying.â
âSo you will help me?â She looked at him pleadingly. âIâm counting on you, Lewis.â
âIâll have to think about it,â he said evasively. âI think weâd better be getting back now or theyâll be wondering where we are.â
âI can rely on you to help me, though?â Christabel persisted as they began to retrace their steps.
âThereâs an awful lot involved,â he parried. âItâs not just a question of finding you somewhere to live, but also arranging where you can have the baby. If you want to keep it quiet, then it will have to be a private nursing home and they are very expensive.â
âIâve told you I will pay you back every penny. Iâll go back to Hilbury the minute Iâve had it,â she promised.
âWhat if they donât agree to take you back? When they hear you are going to have a baby, theyâll probably dismiss you.â
âTheyâre not going to know, though, are they? Iâll tell them I will be taking some time off to look after Mother. You could write them a letter saying she has been taken ill and asking if I can have a few months off to look after her.â
âChristabel!â Lewis stopped and stared at herin disbelief. âI can hardly believe that you can be so devious.â
âWould you write the letter? Not yet, of course,â she added hurriedly. âI want to go on working for as long as possible. With any luck, I wonât need to leave Hilbury until November.â
Chapter Four
Christabel was extremely conscious that her body was rapidly changing and there was no disguising the fact that it was thickening.
Each day when she put on her nurseâs uniform it seemed to be that little bit tighter and she became increasingly worried about how long she was going to be able to manage to keep the fact hidden from Peggy, who shared her room, never mind Sister Speakley and everyone else at Hilbury.
It wasnât until she went home one weekend in late October and her mother commented that she seemed to be putting on weight, that she decided the time had come to leave Hilbury.
That weekend she went to see Lewis on the pretext that she wanted to find out how Violet was.
âYou are only home for a couple of days and you are going to spend time visiting them? I didnât think you liked Violet all that much,â her mother said tetchily.
âI thought you